Beloved,
423 days, 324 oak trees, finest all bounds me zeroes in cipher
Mina, I advanced near half a mile, as I grew weary of the sea
I know better how to keep points taken, much more keeping promises
Remember, when we chiseled our names on every timber trees, how heavens witness our tumultuous laughter while our palm caresses its telltales
Remember when we swore to voyage every old oak trees, as its slopes and sturdy slender cords never ceases to provide us warmth, and life
A beautiful and pure life with you
Oh, to have it transcribe spinning me with triumph, who wouldn’t want to have a wonderful life with you in it?
Only fool will put in into shame
Only Chaeyoung…
In this entire, scanty epoch, I will be in deepest regrets owing that I chose a narrow fortune instead trekking a life together, as I vowed
Putting my fingers into a limbo of uncertainties
On the fleeting moments that I joined, forgetting the life I have abandoned, escaping the hazy, spied mornings
Leaving high and dry, fleeing to north, seizing laurels egotistically clad myself, proving validity
When do I become this greedy?
Perhaps, by the dint of living the life I wanted, were not giving me satisfaction than it supposed to
And I have gambled myself, betting myself-content over a golden sunrise with you
As one of many. I have been ignorant as the pleasure of validity consumes me fully
Oh, Mina, to have that flaming, rambunctious honeyed words gets me everytime,
Forgetting I’m losing the person who made me this compelling
Then, at what cost?
Just the entirety
My wife, family, myself
Such loses, a massive blow to my marvelous prize possession
Such loses, whose I cannot restore even with every catharsis I scribbled
Amongst the brink of life, we cannot perceive something fascinating until it perished
As I was compulsively chasing the moon, the stars around me are already flickering, jaded upon bestowing lights on the blankness of the pavement
Mina, my regrets for how I just swallowed your love and not putting the same fervor,
My regrets for everything that you offered, I have never bother to do the same,
