Soulmate - Sana x Male Reader (Completed)

Chapter 23: Drunk

Sana pov

RING RING RING

My eyes opened as I groggily turned off the alarm on my phone.

"Morning already?" I muttered lazily. I checked the clock, it was 7:45. I groaned and tried to go back to sleep. I barely got any rest last night. My mind was filled with the thought of Y/N and that dream. I came to a possible conclusion. The people on that beam could've been Jimin, Jungkook, and Y/N was the one who's looking at me. I thought about this since those 3 have a mission today. And they can very well be climbing a beam trying to escape a warehouse they are going to blowup. Speaking of Y/N, I wonder how he is. I hope he's okay.

After trying to fall back into a slumber and failing, I decided to just wake up. I went to my washroom and brushed my teeth. As my reflection from the mirror was right in front of me, I couldn't help but mutter.

"I look horrible." Dark circles were starting to show, and my hair made me look like I had just finished a fight with a racoon. I didn't have work. I also don't plan on posting anything on social media either. So I don't really have to make myself look pretty. But either way, I decided to take a shower to refresh my look, and my hair.

I stepped out of the washroom while in a towel. I was drying my hair using a blow dryer while I walked to my closet. I picked out shorts and a tank top and set them out on my bed. Once my changes were done, I suddenly heard knocking on my door. I jumped in surprise.

"8:10 in the morning? Really?" I complained, then the knocking continued. "Ok I'm coming!" I jogged towards the door. I put my hand on the door handle and twisted it to unlock the door. I was then hit with a wave of a a strong smell of alcohol, but what I didn't expect to see was Y/N standing in front of me.

"SaNAaA" He said, my eyes widened as I saw him. I realized his voice was a bit lighter, He also had a beer bottle in his hand, and his eyes were red and puffy as if he had just finished crying. His posture was horrible too, he was hunched like he had   been punched in the stomach.

"Y/N!" I screamed, shocked to see him. A wave of happiness beamed from me as I know he's alive. I went in for a hug, and I embraced him. "So glad youre okay" His scent of alcohol flared up my nostrils as I let out a cough and released the hug.

"Heh, Im alWaYs OkaYeh" He responded while making a goofy smile and started to wink a ridiculous amount of times at me. Normally id blush, but now it started to feel weird.

I stared at him confusingly
"Youre... drunk🫤" I concluded.

Unexpectedly, he started to lean forward and wobble unsteadly. I caught him before he fell or did anything.
"Come in. Lets get you some rest" I dragged him towards my bed, but halfway, he stopped walking and suddenly, started to tear up. I let him go in shock, which made him kneel on the ground, his hands covering his eyes. He dropped the bottle on the ground, the glass cracked on the floor. Liquid splattered onto The ground. But I didn't pay attention to that. My full concern was towards the not so sober man infront of me.

"Y/N whats wrong!" I shrieked, he didnt answer me, so I hopped over the glass and went beside him and conforted the drunk man by patting him the back.

"I-I have A ShITty life" He croaked, his tears didnt stop flowing down, worry started to consume all over me. Something bad mustve happened. Something really bad.

"Jennie isnt Jennie. She's always been dead " This time, his voice sounded normal. But that mustve been one of the most stupedest thigns I heard him say. Jennie not being jennie? Come on. And what does he mean by "She's always been dead?" I may not know her that well, but she seems very much alive to me.

"Y/N you need to rest" I tried to push him up but he wouldnt budge. I sighed in frustration. I went on my feet, He started to wipe his tears after awhile. Then stood up. I looked at the back of his head.

"I've been betrayed sp many times Sana" He muttered, I stared at him sympathetically. He suddenly walked over to my bed without being forced to. I followed him. He sat on the side of the bed which I also did aswell.

"HeY SAna" He said to me, I glanced at him while my hands rested on my lap.

"Yea?"

"You still want to have sex?" He asked. startled, I immediately said no. But he didn't look like he was taking no for an answer

"I'm sorry for not keeping my promise." He responded "But! I'll do it today!"

I shook my head. Y/N isn't himself. He's drunk, and I'm worried for him. Something happened. Sure I've wanted him before, but things changed since the attack. and he's not the same right now.

Suddenly, he pushed himself to me and started to kiss my lips. I declined the kiss, and tried to push him away, but he wouldn't back off. Instead, I pushed his face away from mine. Which sent him back a little.

Y/N looked at me furiously.
"What's wrong with you! You've been chasing me for weeks! All you want is my body right! You don't love me! You don't care for me! I'm trying to give you want you want!"

I looked back at him guiltily,
"No! Your wrong! I-I. Changed"
Everything he said was right. Before I wanted only him, not his personality nor his care. But now, I really am worried for him, it's something I never felt for someone before.

Y/N smacked the bed in rage.
"You're lucky I even let you talk to me you son of a bitch!" He put his hands on my shoulder, and slid down my tank top straps down to my arm. I tried to resist, yet his grip on me was too strong. Fear in my eyes, I let out a loud shriek, but it didn't stop him.

"Sana...I'll give you..what you....fucking...want" He suddenly crumbled into my arms, his eyes closed as he was asleep. I dismissed his last sentence and paused to catch my breath. I slowly dragged my hand through  his hair while I watched as he slept peacefully. I wondered what happened. Why did he drink? How come suddenly...he said that stuff. He's never like this. Is that how he thinks I feel about him? He thinks that I'm just a woman who wants his body? 

I sighed, I don't blame him for thinking that. The things ive did, how I acted, it made it look like that thats whats i wanted. And honestly, I did only want that.

"I really do care for you Y/N. I really do" I whispered, I laid him down onto my bed, and tucked him in. I smiled at his sleeping face, then proceeded to make my breakfast.