𝘂𝗿 𝗻𝘂𝗺𝗯𝗲𝗿 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝘀𝗼𝘂𝗽 - 𝘳𝘢𝘺

06;

"𝗺𝘆 𝘁𝗵𝗼𝘂𝗴𝗵𝘁𝘀 𝗮𝗿𝗲𝗻'𝘁 𝘄𝗼𝗿𝘁𝗵 𝟮𝗰𝗲𝗻𝘁𝘀"

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today
19.25

elo elo
i got hoemm
I WOULD SEND U WHAT I LADE TODAY
but ur my enemi num1so i would rather not
anywho hope ur doing okk

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you texted a few of your friends after that and you ate dinner, 
you noticed that ray didn't reply but you didn't think much about it.
you fixed your bed and went to sleep..

but you woke up at one in the morning due to repeated notifications, from none other than ray himself. apparently.

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today
01.57

lmao hi
im answerin rn cz i just binge watched a show
out of spite
can we talk bout this weird trope where a girl is into a guy who has seemingly no redeeming qualities, and she's treated like a genie who lit givs him anythin he wishes for
and shes  a damsel in distress or an 'angel' (or a golddigger if yknow what i mean..)
i mean the way the show was shot was v cinematic
but oh god
they dont even have anythin in common??
like just cz ur brocken and u suck doesn' mean shes ur therapist and she gotta fix u????
if ur unmotivated and depressed a partner aint gona fix u its just part of ur journey to explore urself
and i know this from personalexperience lol
the way this media is presented truly can ruin the way some guys think relationships work (again personal experience)
it feels like sombody is tryna live a fantasy 
like the girl is a 20/10 and the guy would barely pass a 5 yet here we are
but also sometimes i wish some characters would work greatly just as platonic friendship and they gota ruin it everytime by making it into romance when there really is none
and smtimes even if u put effort in the relationship smtimes it just doesn't work
and thats ok
like thisis not a business transaction ..
also also how there is this girl character written to be da perfect suport character for the man mc and yet he still manages to push her off to the edge so bad he doesnt even get her
like omg ok