༻ 𝓈𝒽𝒾𝓃ℯ ༺

"Im slim shady yes im the real shady"

Selena's POV:

"Okay almost done" scar whined "yes we just need I'm yours and maneater" I said and hugged her

"Okay girls your on im yours okay" victor said and set us up he went out of the room with glass and put on some headphones and lena gave a count down

And g strung her bass and I started singing "baby I'm yours" I sang then Lena after me

Me and Lena have been doing lessons to do the note and it was working.

We kept on singing and playing until we finished and Vic replayed it "oo that's good" I said "yess that's so good" lena screamed and we jumped making all of us laugh.

FF

we called the boys back after we finished with maneater we got in the cars and went to McDonald's my least favorite place.

We went in and got a seat we ordered the drinks and I got a tea we talked about when the album was gonna drop "please let us listen to another song" bill pleased

"Wait they heard one of your songs" gustav said and I put my hand over my head. "Yea we did hah loser" Tom laughed

Out waitor came up "hey what can I get for you" she asked everyone but kept her eyes on Tom. Rubbing his shoulder and silently flirting with him.

Everyone looked at me and I looked at them they were all ordering and I got up to go to the restroom "wait sel tell us what you want first" georg stoped me "eh let me make up my mind in the restroom"

I smiled and got up "se-" I didn't let bill finish before walking away to the restroom I went to the restroom and looked in the mirror

Turning to the left and seeing my body it was smaller but I didn't like it to me I was the fattest person in the world.

I sighed and went back to the group I sat down and smiled like nothing happened "what did you want to order" bill asked "eh actually im not hungry I-"

I didn't finish "your eating something" Tom cut me off "I'll just get a small fry" I looked down "sel get something" g said kinda demanding

I looked up "I am I want fry's" I said "get a real meal" gustav said "but I'm not hungry" I replied

Tom raised his hand "a large fry and some nuggets please" he told the lady "of course anything for you" she winked at Tom

I put my head down and held tears back the food later came and I picked my head up taking a sip of my tea

I put my head back down and got on my phone "sel eat now" I heard Tom say "wait" I replied and I secretly texted Kori to call me and he did

"Oops I gotta take this" I smiled and went back to the bathroom

"Hey kor" I smiled

"Hey sel why did you want me to call you" he asked

"Oh just getting out of an uncomfortable situation" I giggled

"Oh okay we'll I have to go" Kori said

"Oh. Alright bye Kori"

"Bye sel"

I sighed and had to go back to the group "who called" Tom asked

"No one important" I looked down "okay now eat" he said and I grabbed a fry and eat it slowly we had spent about 2 hours there and I had eaten all my fry's and 3 nuggets.

FF

I got home and ran to my room and locked my door going to my bathroom

(TW⚠️: Ed)

I lifted the seat up and shoved my fingers down my throat.

Tears fell from my eyes and I waited to throw up
I heard banging "Sel open the door" I heard Tom say

I threw up and washed my face washing my hands and mouth brushing my teeth

(End)

I went to my door and opened it "hey" I smiled "what happened did you throw up" Tom asked and shook my head no and passed him going down stairs

I went out side and skipped to the horse pen. "Hey Roxy" I smile and his ears flipped "wanna go for a ride" I smile and pet his nose

I walked back to my room and looked for some clothes. I found some grey shorts and a white top then I put my hair up

Outfit:

I slipped my converse on and snuck to the back and took Roxy's halter off

I jumped on him and used his hair to lead. We went to a trail and approached a jump I squeezed my knees and lent forward.

We hoped at and raced the wind.

FF

I put Roxy's halter back on him and went back inside "where were you sel" georg asked "oh I was with roxy, sorry I didn't say anything" I smiled

"Oh okay we're gonna watch a movie wanna watch" Tom asked "eh no thanks I'm gonna go wash up maybe I'll come out" I said and went to my room.

I got in the shower and washed my body letting my the water hug every part of my body I felt very weak.

I sat down to stop my self from falling I sighed and finished my shower and put on a sports bra and grey sweat pants.

I put on some fuzzy socks and brushed my hair and teeth.

I went down and saw everyone still trying to pick a movie "how are y'all still looking for a movie" I asked shocked "because your the one who picks good movies" Lena whined

"oo we should start pretty little liars" i said going to the kitchen "I have been wanting to watch that" georg said "we can watch an episode or two when y'all come over" Lena said

"Yea" I said and put popcorn in the microwave "yall good with that" Lena asks "of course I don't mind as long as- never mind" Tom said smirking

I put popcorn in a big red bowl and put a smaller bowl with candy in the middle.

1025 words

Another boring chapter but here ya go

           -lani