how do i tell them?...

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Me and JJ had to stop holding hands so that my brother and dad wouldn't notice anything but... I was thinking how would i tell them?.. how would they react?... what would they say?... UGHH I cant think like this right now! I'm finally dateing JJ my crush since I was a kid!.... but... still... what would they say?... especially kie...

We where about an hour into dinner when my dad asked the unthinkable

Big j- soo y/n do you have a boyfriend yet?

JB- WHAT?!?? BOYFRIEND???

big J- now calm down bot I was just askin.

JJ- I uh... * he turns to look at me and smirks* yeah. You got a boyfriend yet little routtledge?

I uh... no! No! I dont..* I say nervously clearly lieing*

Big J- that... that dosnt sound very convincing but I'll take your word for it.

JB- that's great to hear sis!

Jj- * he rolled his eyes and smiled*

I muttered under my breath- yeah.. of course you dont care.... you never did dad...
Big J- what was that? * he asked confused *
Nothing. * I said in a fit of rage*

I had it with him. He never cared! And that's what pisses me off! So I stormed off grabbed my board and ran towards the marsh and as I hit that water and sat on my board watching the sunset.. I felt at peace.. and I guess... all I've ever wanted was to have my dad actually give a shit about me... ever since i was a kid it was always " John B this, John B that". And he never once asked me how I was. Hes a shitty father but I'm grateful that he isn't like JJs dad.. luke... hes a piece of shit and hes just a dick. He tries to manipulate JJ into thinking that he loves him?! Wich is such bull shit!

We all know he hates his son. But... to me.... JJ... hes.. perfect.. like how he treats his friends and how he protects me, how he smiles... the look in his eye when hes about to say something super fucking stupid..

* I giggle at the memorys*

Hes just the perfect person.. the way he holds my hand when I get scared... how he flirts with me...

My thoughts where interrupted by rafe... fucking cameron.

Rafe- look top it's the pouge princess!
Topper- awe... scared?

Go away rafe... * tears started to form in my eyes* please...

Rafe- why. Scared I'll break your heart again?

Just go away! * I got off my board and got up on shore as I yelled at him*

Rafe- Oooo kitty got claws! * he said tauntingly*
Topper- Oooo dont scratch me!* he said sarcastically*

* I pushed rafe and started to yell* YOU DONT DESERVE TO FUCKING SPEAK TO ME! NOT AFTER WHAT YOU DID!

Rafe- WHAT I DID?! IT WAS AN ACCIDENT! I WAS DRUNK!

* BULL SHIT RAFE! YOU CHEATED! CHEATING ISNT AN ACCIDENT!*

Rafe- * he smirks choosing his next words wisely* your right.. but what will you do? Get your little guard dog to hurt me? Oh right.. he isnt here.

Jj- think again bitch.

Jj ran up in front of me and held my hand to comfort me as I'm crying

Rafe- whatever. * he walked away with topper*

I fell into JJs arms and continued to cry clearly hurt.

A/N
Hello everyone I'm so sorry for the late post and for not posting last week! I ended up getting sick then had to prep for school buttttt the chapter is now out and I hope yall enjoyed it! What a plot twist though! But no really although the chapter was short it was extremely fun to write although trying to incorporate rafe into the story was tough I highly enjoyed writing him in. I'm so sorry if it makes zero sense I'll try to edit it if I get complaints about it but I love all of you so much and hope yall enjoyed this chapter. Get excited for chapter 4 because it will be out soon!

- your loveing author-

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