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So it's been a week since my run in with rafe... after I broke down that day.. I have been having more of a hard time going outside.. my father has been leaveing more frequently John b and JJ are worried about me kie and sarah are just trying to keep the boys calm Pope is being the only reasonable person. If you dont understand why this is such a big deal then let me give you the run down, me and rafe where together for 3 years since we where 12 and 14 ( may seem gross I know just go with it) he cheated on me and was very abusive why he would date a pouge I have no clue.

But that's beside the point after he cheated 2 times I tried to break up with him and that ended very well, I'm kidding, he hit me repeatedly called me " selfish" and "whore" how that made any sense in his head I dont know but it made me very insecure so i started to hang out with JJ and the pouges more which in turn only made rafe more and more spiteful mind you this is only 1 year into our relationship.

I was 13 and he was 15 by this time, I had started drinking and smokeing with JJ in my spare time mind you hes 1 year older than me but anyway me and rafe started having more and more issues so by our 3 and a half year mark ( were 15 and 18) I decided it was best that i leave him so I told him "rafe I'm done I cant take this shit anymore ALSO its illigle that we are together so I think it's best that we go our separate ways" and with that.... I left I walked away.. trying not to listen to the awfull things he was saying to me wile I was practically running to the pouges house. So In a way he had taken a serious toll on my mental health in ways that i never thought he had.

Jj- god damn it kie STOP I just want to see if shes ok!

Kie- WHY DO YOU CARE SO FUCKING MUCH JJ!????

Jj- be- because... because...

Kie- BECUSE WHAT!??

Jj- BECAUSE I LOVE HER! Ok. I love everything about her!.

Kie is in shock.. not knowing how to react she just looks to the ground with tears in her eyes and says- w.. what?..

Jj- shit..kie i..

Kie- no.. it's fine jj.. I knew you wouldn't feel the same way..

Jj- kie.. I dont like you that way.. I never have.. you are like my best friend..

Kie- I know.. it's stupid I'll just go..

And with that kie left and went to work at her dads shop trying to give herself a minute to process everything that just happend but soon enough JJ, John b, Pope, sarah are at the house all talking to each other wile waiting for y/n to wake up.

Y/ns pov- so I woke up and decided to try and get ready.. I threw on some shorts and a t-shirt did my daily routine and walked out to the kitchen to only see my brother and our friends in the living room..

Everyone- Y/N you're up! Are you ok?

yeah I'm fine but I know it's really random but I was thinking what if I learned how to sword fight I think it would be a fun hobby! I said trying to change the subject

John b- y/n you've never taken interest in sword fighting but if that's what you want to learn then...I'll teach you.

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Hey everyone sorry for the rushed and delayed chapter school has been kicking my ass and I promise to try and get a chapter out every week but if I cant I'll let you know! But what do yall think of the weird little twist? And the dialog? Pls let me know in the comments below! Please have a great day and or night!

- your loveing author

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