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Hi..

TW: mentions of traumatic events

Hi my loves, I would like to apologize for the long awaiting of chapters for this book.

I hate to bear the news that for the time being I will be on a hiatus as of right now.

If you may have heard about the Lahaina fire, you might have an idea on where this is headed.

I am one of those individuals who were impacted by the fire and I'm taking the time to heal. I am still in shock and trying to process this situation. This traumatic situation is heart wrenching; it's hard to say goodbye to the legacy of Lahaina.. Watching my home town burn to ashes is something I wish was a bad nightmare. It's even sad to say that I had an argument with my mother on whether or not to bring our untrained dogs; I was petty enough to tell her that it was either she helps me take the dogs, or she is to leave me with the dogs in the fire. I apologized though, told her I love her and that I'm sorry. She even joked around saying "this is it. we're going to be cooked meat." We believed it though. Escaping through the intense fire, barely making it, seeing people jump into the ocean or drenching themselves in water and making a run for it.. the wind was on the fire's side too, stupid hurricane. What a terrible natural disaster. it's been 6 days since it happened, I genuinely don't want to believe it's real. Me and my friends were even excited for our junior year.. now we're all separating because they have no home to go to, the only option is to move to the mainland. We were supposed to graduate together.. what now?.. Finding out loved ones who passed amongst the fire hurts even more. There's a small bit of me that wished that I was the one to pass in their stead, why did it have to be them?

But amongst all of this, I am still thankful that I was able to survive through the fire and that I'm alive. My heart aches for the people of Lahaina. Where is home?

This is probably inappropriate of me to even share this.. I don't mean to be an attention seeker, but it's a way of letting these bottled up feelings out. I don't want to burden anyone here as we're all going through this together, might as well write it out. I don't expect anyone to read this 🤣

While I do have chapters in writing, the internet is hindering me from posting. I do not even know if this post will even post.. but I love you all and I thank you. I hope you understand! <3 but don't worry, the boyfriend list will continue! I will post the chapter as soon as they get the internet working‼️ That's if you're willing to wait😅😅