What did I do?

What happened to me?

"What's wrong with me?" I said talking to myself, "why why why why?"

"Thanks Mrs. Powell." Someone said.

I played back waiting for Ben to come up. I waited a few moments. No one came up, no one talking. Something was wrong. I walked down stairs. A new pair of shoes? I picked them up. I chuckled. They looked like shoes clowns would wear! I put them back down and ventured to the kitchen.

"Mom?" I whispered. I walked through the living room. I almost screamed. The horror I saw on the couch was unbelievable! My mom and Ben's older cousin were making out! Ben's cousin was like...34 I think...my mom is only 30!

As I return to my room I didn't notice Ben was on my bed. My mouth was open. All I could think in my head was WTF WTF WTF! MY MOM AND BEN'S COUSIN! I grabbed my knife and wrote OMG on my arm.

"The stories blood can tell...you know...Journey...it's not very nice to slam the door on your friends face..."

" I didn't slam it on your face Benjamin...I slammed it while you were a foot away..." I turned to him and scolded, "I don't tolerate shoes in my room."

With that he grumbled and left the room only to come back seconds later. He slammed he door behind him.

"Your the monster! Shunning your only friend! Killing your Dad! I tried to be nice, I TRIED to help you!" He pushed me, "Why won't you listen?!"

Why can't I speak? I'm hearing him I just can't do anything...Why? Ben...BEN...

"BEN!" I yelled. I put my hands over my mouth, "I'm sorry."

"Sorrys won't help!" He pushed me again.

"Ben stop..." I said and reached for his hand. He took it away. In anger I threw him to the ground and pulled up his sleeves, "B-Ben..."