What did I do?

"Mom? I-" I said but was cut off.

"Go to your room." She said crying.

"But mom."

"I said GO TO YOUR ROOM!" She yelled at me. I ran to my room crying.

"What did I do to her?" I said weeping in to my pillow. I wrapped my arms around my pillow to muffle out more noise. I lifted my head to see a wet face on my pillow. "Oh..." I was blushing and i was sure of it. Knock Knock. Someone is at the door! Probably a prank, But eh why not. I ran to the door and opened it. "Ben?"

"Hello JJ. I heard you slam your door and wanted to check if you were ok." Ben said. Did i really slam my door that hard? Wait...I looked over to my right and left. No houses. But there is only one broken house.

"Um Ben...there are no house by me." I said slowly.

"I live over there with my famila." He was pointing at the broken house.

"Oh then do your famila care if you came in?"

"Huh? Oh yeah they dont care."

"MOM BEN IS COMING IN TO MY ROOM!" I yelled.

"JUST GO TO YOUR ROOM AND STAY THERE!" She yelled back. I clentched my fists so hard i was probably white nucked.

"Are you and your mom in a fight?" Ben said walking up stairs.

"Yeah I just dont know why." We got to my room and i locked my door so my mom couldn't come in. I rolled up my sleeves."I love drawing." I said staring at my arms.

"Why do you like it?" He said rubbing his wrist.

"The pain, the color and the creativity with it." I said tracing my drawings.

"Well...I love your drawings to. But what does that one mean?" He was pointing at my newest scar.

"I just let the knife do it."

"What do you mean?"

"I had the knife in my hand, closed my eyes and my hand just went at it. You know?"

"I really...don't know."

"Well anyways. I love having you as a friend."

"Heh...your my only friend..." He started to rub his arm.

"Your my only friend too Ben." I hugged him to comfort me and him. He was surprised that i did that. "and i would never want you to change who you are."

"I-I feel the same about you...never change...please." He was blushing. I rolled up his sleeve to see that he draws too. His arm went limp and his face was sad.

"Ben there is no need to hide this from me. I show you my drawings. You can show me yours." I said tracing one of his drawings. He twitched a little bit as i traced."Does that hurt you?"

"No just um...I don't want to remember why i did it."

"Ben...you just do what you want. I will stop being in your buisness."

"No it is fine that you are. I'm glad that I can talk to you about it."

"Oh yeah i got a new knife! Want to see it?"

"Yes." He got up behind me and we walked over to my desk. My mom doesn't know i have these.

"This one." i picked up my newest knife."Look at its blade. The handle. Its all so awesome." I took Bens hand and put the knife in his hand."Light isn't it?" He nodded."You know you can have that if you would like."

"No you keep it. you found it."

"Ben look at me." He look up from the knife."I have tons. I want you to have that one."

"But it is in perfect condition." He said handing it back to me.

"Ben. I know you dont have a throwing knife. That one is perfect for you." i said. I pushed the knife back and opened another door."I have these. Meet me by the forest tomorrow and ill teach you how to throw one like a pro."

"The forest. You mean the forest right next to us?" He was pointing at the forest behind my house.

"What do you think?" We laughed a little bit.