The Rogue With the Red Hair

Mated to the enemy

Tristian POV
Everything in me including my wolf lord was screaming at me to turn back around. I felt like every step I took was being nailed into the ground to keep me from walking away further. I don't even know how I found the strength to walk away in the first place being my eyes were glued to the most exquisite she wolf I have ever seen. I can't even explain the power she held on me to just wanna touch her. When she walked closer to alpha Andrew I swear I felt myself reach out and touch here. It felt like i was in a trance and it scared the living shit out of me. I've never felt this way before. I've seen and had my share fare of she wolfs but this was different. This was a unexplainable feeling that was clawing at my chest to mark her. To make her mines so no other wolf can even think twice about claiming what should be mines. Like the wold I saw tailing her ever move. He's lucky that I can not mark and be mated to this beautiful illusion. As I snapped myself back to reality before departing I shared with her that it was a pleasure because, even though I cannot claim her it was a honor to feel such a feeling for the first time in my 23 years of living.
"MATE SHES OUR MATE!" Howled lord.
"GO BACK NOW CLAIM WHAT IS OURS!" Growled lord.
I had to keep moving forward and him growling at me the whole way home was becoming to much I had to shut him out and push him far back into my mind because now was not the time to go back and forth with my wolf , No now was the time to just think. Only I could not think. My mind was wondering every which way filled with many questions I wanted to personally ask the moon goddess myself. The first question would be, WHAT THE FUCK WAS YOU THINKING MATING ME WITH THE ENEMY!? The worst part of it all was she wasn't just no regular enemy no but, the fucking daughter of the alpha we vowed to stay completely away from. This can not be this can not be. The whole way back to my lands was a complete disaster. I couldn't even remember where the fuck I was heading all I could think about was how I was gonna have the strength to reject my mate because, now that I felt the mate bond I couldn't help but to yearn for more. These feelings I have does not matter. I need to push them away because Im gonna reject her. It was even more mandatory to do so now because I wouldn't be able to choose a different mate now that i met my true mate. My Luna can not come from the scums of the earth pack. A pack full of filthy, unworthy, not honorable, untrustworthy ROGUES. How can I Tristian Steel Alpha of the crescent moon pack be mated to a fucking rogue. This just didn't make no sense honestly, What have I done? I guided my pack to be the best, I was a good leader, A honorable leader. I had no choice but to become alpha at a young age and I have rogue shadow pack to thank for that. When I was younger my father heard word that Andrew who is formerly known as alpha Andrew now was forming together a rogue pack. My father seen this as a threat and ordered a attack on the rogue shadow pack. A pack of rogues couldn't come at a good cost so my father took charge in the attack.Unfortunately it cost him. Not only did we loose that fight but my fathers body was was never recovered. There was word of a forest fire in the midst of the attack and my mother declared that he must of burned in it after our rescue search took three days with no trace of him. My mother took over the pack as if she was the original ruler just until I was of age and molded me into becoming the best alpha there ever was to exist.
"Would you like to explain what happened back there". My mother says taking me out of my thoughts and entering my office.
"There is nothing to explain." I replied.
"Your brother says other wise. He given me word that you were not yourself, that you seemed distracted and may I ask what could of possibly been more important than what I sent you to do?"
"Mother I can assure you nothing was more important." I responded. Though it wasn't just something that was more important it was someone who was more important. Little red I heard her father call her. I wonder why he called her little red? Could it be because of her red eyes? Never in my life have I seen a wolf who wasn't alpha have red eyes let alone a pure white wolf at that. It just made her so much more intriguing. How am I gonna be able to go forward with rejecting her? But I have to do it. Not only for me for my people that depends on me.
"Tristian do you hear me speaking to you?" My mother says to me.
"Of course mother I heard every word you spoke." Not hearing a damn thing come from this woman mouth.
"And?" She continues to say.
"And, what?" I responded.
"Did you find out if it was one of Andrew filthy rogues that stepped foot on our land? I know for a fact it was my nose never fails me."
" He said that he would look into it, but I don't believe it was one of Andrews wolves mother."
"And why is that?" My mother asked.
"Because Andrew knows the agreement we settled on after the war between our packs came to a settle so no more lives were taken. I do not believe he would break it. I believe he has his wolves intact enough to know stepping foot on our land is strictly forbidden." I responded to my mother. Also because it seem like the majority of his pack was there and the scent we traced wasn't around.
"Well I say we strike now before it's to late. We wouldn't wanna be blind sided in a attack he is already planning to do so he can expand his land and take over for good."
" We are not attacking mother, that would not be wise."
" It would be more than wise. Your brother had shared with me that they were out on a run honoring his daughters first shift and not only is she a pure white she also has red eyes. If she is remotely anything your brother described to me then she is a threat and she must di."
"ENOUGH!" I say to my mother in my alpha tone before she can speak the words I cold heartily know she was about to say. She tilted her head slightly downward with shame on her face.
"My apologies mother. I don't know what got over me. Please forgive me." I say with sincereness on my face. I vowed never to use my alpha command on my mother and my brother. Its was just almost hearing her say that my mate I know I can't have should die made something inside of me boil. I wish nothing bad to ever happen to such a pure soul. You don't have to know her to know how pure she is.
" We will continue this when I feel like you are more yourself." She says without even a glance my way letting herself out.
I'm already going crazy and I haven't even been away from her long. I just want to know her human form. Many questions ran through my head on what she can possibly look like. I bet she's as beautiful as her wolf is . It's like I can almost picture what she looks like. I had to shake myself back to reality because I shouldn't even care to know she can not and will not be my mate. I will not allow it .
"She is our mate, you can not fight destiny it never ends well." Lord growls to me .
I'm still ignoring him because he is driven off instinct and that is not what I need right now. I need logic. Everything in my gut and heart was screaming her but, my head was screaming another. Just hearing what my mother was bouta say about her gives me all the insurance I need to really reject her now. There is no way she will approve of this and I could only imagine what would happen if she wanted to prevent it. The only problem was how am I gonna find her to do it. Alpha Andrew and my mother came to a agreement that we should be forbidden to be on each others lands. Could I have sent for her?  But there is no way on earth he will send one of his rogues let alone his daughter. This shit is driving me fucking insane, I can feel how angry lord was with me as well.
" I know she is your mate." Interrupted by my brother voice. As I turned around to face him with denial on my face it was like he was already reading me.
"I have no clue what you are talking about Caine." I responded with hopes I was wrong.
I knew he didn't believe me though. My voice was shaky and I couldn't really look him in the eye. My brother was the only true one who can tell when I was lying. I guess with us being twins is wasn't hard to tell. Only reason he wasn't alpha was because I was born 5 mins before him making me the oldest.
" Yes you do. I can sense it by your actions when we were out there and now I can tell even more by your body language. Caine responded.
As I got up to make sure no one was around and to close the door because my office is sound proof and I couldn't afford for anyone to hear this.
"No one not even mother can know about this Caine. Promise me that you would not tell mother." I said to him practically begging.
" I promise big bro. You didn't make me beta of the pack for nothing. You can always trust in me." He says to me while putting his hands to his chest.
Sighing while feeling reluctant to share I express myself thoroughly.
" I do not plan on accepting her as a mate and as soon as I find a way to find out who she really is i am going to reject her. Discreetly of course I can not risk anyone knowing."
" Well you heard what the good old alpha said, When we would like to meet just set a meeting up. Nevertheless are you sure you can go through with it? I know how strong the mate bond and pull is since meeting Isabella. We are literally one heart beat, one soul, one."
"Your not making this easier brother." I growled while cutting him off before he can finish.
" I have to do what is right by our people and that is not being mated with a rogue from the pack that cost us their late alpha. What would that say about me brother?"
" I understand. I just wish there was something that could be done. I couldn't help but to sense power deep within her, she had like a magnetic pull that I was drawn to her." Caine responded. A growl escaped from me just hearing him say he was drawn to her.
"Drawn to her for what." I growled and ask.
"Down lord, relax would you? I wasn't speaking romantically I'm very much happy where I am. I'm just saying she was a pure white wolf with red eyes brother. You and I both know only certain alphas have red eyes. Her father doesn't even have red eyes that should tell you something right there. Maybe we can use this to our advantage. I shared with mother about her and she fears something much bigger is approaching us soon. Something tells me she not sharing everything with us hence the expression she left on her face. Though I must say if she is right If something much bigger is coming our way and she suppose to be the key of it all then maybe it wouldn't be bad having her on our side. Maybe we can use her to our advantage without you having to mark her." He finally finishes saying with a quite devious look upon his face.
"What are you suggesting brother?" I responded hesitant to ask.
"That we kidnap her and hold her hostage until we defeat the rogue shadow pack once and for all."
A moment of silence drift through the air. There is no way I was going through with this fuck no but Caine was making sense not only that it'll give me an excuse to be close to her.
"If I agree to this, you have to promise me she will not get hurt." I say very reluctantly.
"She will be perfectly safe. It's not her we want to take down but her father." Caine responds with a smile.
"Then set the meeting." I responded. I've never felt such hate and pain from lord that I'm feeling right now. I just wanted him to understand I'm doing this for our pack and as much as I hated it as well I had to assure everything will be fine that she will be safe with us at least.
"As you wish brother." Caine responds before darting away.
Left alone at last there was nothing left to do but contemplate my next move.