Lilith's p.o.v
Now the smn weh pablo yg did seh bout "yuh see weh yuh did do cyaa rub" smn like that me think him did self anyways it just a play inah me head now
Can believe seh me just give me best friend head ahh bwoy hope this nuh change nothing cause me cyaa badda wid problem smh
I'm now sitting on his and he's in the shower and do I regret it?no would I do it again?definitely if he would let me
"Hey" he said snapping me out of my thoughts
"Hi" I said fiddling with my fingers
"You sleeping over or you're going home"
"I don't know"
"Whatever you wanna do is fine with me" he said
I nodded as he kissed me on my forehead
"Can we go for a walk at the park" looking at my phone I realized that it was after 8 almost 9
"Sure"
"Imma stay over"
"Okay" he said grinning from ear to ear
"Lemme text me mom and let her know" I said to him
"Ight I'll be waiting outside for you" he said
"Okay"
I made my way over to his closet and picked up one of his hoodies
I quickly went downstairs with the hoodie over my armI walked over to the car and Dontae opened the door for me
"Thank you" I said smiling
"No need to thank me princess" he said
We drove to the park and we sat down under the gazebo
"Do you want icecream" I said
"No but do you" he asked
"Yes" I said
"Okay let's go over to the Devon house"
"Cookie n cream right" he asked
"Yes" I said smiling
He ordered the icecream and I started eating it
"Want some" I asked
"No" he said
"Are you sure" I said
"Positive"
"Okayyyy how about now" I said giving him a kiss on the lips he held me closer deepening the kiss
"I think I'll rather it that way" he said when I pulled away from the kiss
"Shush" I said blushing
"I- Sigh I don't want things to change between us can you just pretend as if any of this happened"
"Wah yuh mean pretend as if nun a this never happen when it did happen" he said sounding a bit angry
"Please just-" before I could say anything more I I cut off by him
"Yah behave like seh me did force yuh fi suck me hood or kiss me bredda yuh feel like yuh can just keep on a play wid me feelings at everytime so yo and everything ago be alright just make up yuh mind pon wah yuh want we be cause me cyaa bother wid eeh bagga go round corner and likkle pickney smn wid yuh"
"I just want us to be friends" I said
"Okay" he said getting up and getting into the car
"I'm sorry" I said
"Sorry weh yuh sorry fah everything gov mn"
"Oh"
We soon reached to is house and we went to his room I layed on the bed and waited for him to get on but he just changed his clothes and walked out taking up his lighter and wizzlar
I decided that I'd watch something on tik tok and wait for him to get back
It feels like I've been waiting for eternity it's almost 12 and Dontae still haven't gotten back in the room
I decided that I was going to look for him I walked into the living room and for sure their he was sleeping on the couch
"Dontae wake up" i said shaking him
"Wah happen" he said when he woke up
"Nothing you fell asleep on the couch I think maybe you would want somewhere more comfortable to sleep on that's why I woke you"
"Me gov mon just gwaan a yuh bed" he said
"Oh ok" I said
I went back to the room but I couldn't fall asleep so I went on my phone when I realized I got a message from Demarco
Demarco: which fucking man dat me see yuh wid yuh nuh wah me put a bullet inah him head"
Lilith: fuck you and anyone you see me with is non of your concern"
Demarco: watch yuh self yer
Lilith: or else
Demarco: continue and yuh wi find out
Lilith: chat yuh chat too much and nuff stop fucking text me and go text yuh likkle whore dem
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