"Insecurities of parents."

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I Have always had issues with my parents
They've yelled at me and sometimes would hurt me physically since I was a child. I've always tried to get along with them.. I now realize it's not worth trying to get along with them. They've never tried so why should I.
I get up every day and do school and work. They say I'm lazy or worthless and say so much shit. I hate them so much.
I have a few friends not many but a few.. I love them a lot. Their wonderful to me.
I always look around me at school and think "what if I had a different life... A good life?"
I hate school but aye who doesn't.
I would also get up from my bed and look for clothes for school.. I have a class with my ex boyfriend. I hate him... I think.. I don't know... I always end up being with wrong guys. My ex is only one year older then me but I've always dated guys at least 20 or 18 or lower or older... I always crave male validation.. I hate it. But when I get it I love it... It's like I get disgusted by it but also love it when I get it...
I hate my parents, for hurting me and making me take care of their kids/kid.
It's so annoying sometimes I just think what if I had loving, good parents...
I was raised by *any legal guardian*
I've always hated my so called parents since I turned *age* I stopped caring about them after a while. Sometimes I do wish they cared about me..

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