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Yesterday
I was forced to give people in my family hugs
As soon as I got home I went to the shower and tried to scrub off the feeling of the hug.
I hated it so much.
The feeling of someone touching me when I so clearly felt uncomfortable
Then again I know hugs would never be the same since his touch.. I remember that day so clearly
Coming home crying just going straight to the shower to try to scrub and wash off his touch
Still feeling his disgusting and unsettling touch and remembering everything he said and texted me
"Your b0dys so beautiful and perfect"
The uncomfortable feeling of where his hands were at.
I hated it. I know some people touching me will never be the same.

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