Serenity Praise

What Should I Do?

I didn't lie to you or them
But what I did was lie to myself
Years, months and days
I can't dream of a world
without you in it
In a few more months I'll be
Step out of my bubble probably
I am searching for you
But don't know what I should say or do
Don't know what I am supposed to do
I'm pretty sure you have no idea
That's what I make sure before
Now I have nightmares and dreams
How you get into all of these
This is never going to end
I think I'm out of control
Crazy more than ever before
Tell me what I am supposed to do!
What should I do?