Serenity Praise

For love

I try to choose
And I can't
I try to run away
And I can't
When I don't want it
It stays
When I swore
To keep it
It goes

For love
I sang songs
Which have a
dull beat now
I can't sing songs
Of love anymore
Which my heart
Can't be lied
Even if I wanted to

I felt freedom
Long gone
Felt happiness
Long disappeared
Felt emptiness
Never wasn't a whole

I can't force it
I can't make it
I can't imagine it
When it's not existing
Right now with me

Maybe in the future
I'll feel it or maybe not
But now again
It's disappeared
Like it wasn't there before
I can't feel it
Or memorize it

For love
I can't dream
           Or
             Sing
    Anymore...
I want it or not...