She Never Knew...

My Girlfriend

She's the sweetest most caring and perfect girl in the school and she was dating me. I would always apologize for being a fuck up or ask why she decided me. Her answer was always the same it was because she loves,cares, and wants to be there for me when no one else will. That always puts a big smile on my face. Thanks to her I stopped cutting for awhile and she made my day no my world. Everything was perfect as long as she was in my life but when we got into a fight we almost broke up and I felt my whole world collapse on top of me. That's when it started again but once we stabled out again i didn't do it as much. People actually congratulated me for being clean for a week or so. It felt good I loved it. I couldn't believe I had such an amazing girl and she was all mine. I mean everything she did was perfect even the way she kissed me. One day she came up to me and asked me a question I never expected to be asked even from her. "Hey babe...D-Do you want to go to the s-school dance with m-me" I said yes right after she asked and it put a big smile on my face also hearing how nervous she was to ask me cause that to me means she actually loves me. The school dance was the best we danced almost the whole entire time accept for those times that we would feed each other food or some cutesy things like that. She was my shining star in the night. I even remember when someone was beating me up for being gay she put them in the hospital for fucking with me. I couldn't stop blushing. I also couldn't believe that we've been dating since 3rd grade and now here we are in high school now. You already knew this was gonna last forever and that made both of us happy. As we kissed that night and said our goodbyes as we left the dance I knew both of our hearts were jumping out of our chests wanting to see each other already.