This is most likely the end let me know if it shouldn't...
So I've been taking pills recently because I decided I needed "help" although I like who I am . I like being fucked up but apparently it was affecting my loved once and I had to take that into consideration. The pills don't really help like they're suppose to but I take them for the sleep. Recently my depression has gotten worse and i can't control myself, the impulses and the urges are to hard to fight and anybody could tell by a glance at my arms. Today me and my best friend got into a fight and it broke me and I couldn't live without her and that's exactly what happened I stopped living. I wrote a note to my parents "Dear Mom, I love you and our family with all of my heart but I also love my best friend more than you can imagine. This isn't the only reason why I am doing this though. I finally realized that this is my time to go. This world just ins't for me . I'm so sorry. I don't mean to break your heart but this is goodbye. I love you, you'll be OK I promise... Sincerely, (y/n)" That day I waited for my parents to leave for work and I crept back into the house. I was unsure of what method I should do. I realized I only had 2 options. 1. Hanging. 2.Overdose.
There will be 2 more parts with each ending...
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She Never Knew...
Non-FictionA sad but touching story about a young girl in high school who has a rough time with school and life. Who never knew what to do with her life or what the meaning for it was. A story about harming and and bad thoughts.
