7 days without you

day 3

Thanks to Mateusz for helping me write this day. He remembered more then I did. He for example remembers every conversation in detail while I forgot half of it. Thanks again Mateusz. Also thanks Mateusz for being there for me when I really need someone.

Good morning my love!

My sleep was weird lol.
I woke up at 2 and 5 am and now it's almost 9 am again.
I'm really tired but I gotta get up.
I first checked on Jamie tho.
She was eating a small animal she caught so I went to eat too.
After eating she seemed to be done too so I carefully picked her up again and went outside with her.
I held my hand low to the ground so she could go but she didn't crawl to the ground and crawled back up my arm so I let her go on my other hand and tried to set her down but she still didn't seem to want to go.
Mateusz came out and watched me for a bit.
After a while he laughed and sat to the ground next to me.

POV change. I forgot the conversation so the next part will be written by Mateusz in his perspective. Thanks again.

"you know..I think she wants to stay with you."
I guessed, smiling while watching the slight confused blue haired, who still struggled with getting the spider to crawl off.
Alex had a really confused look on his face as if I just would have explained how the entire universe works.
I held my hand towards the small Jamie, trying to get her crawling on my hand to prove my point.
Like I thought, she didn't.
She stayed on Alex's hand.
"I'm no spider expert..but she really seems to want to be your pet. Maybe you just tamed a spider."
Alex still was really confused about that, because in his eyes he 'didn't even do much just saved her from drowning and rain and let her sleep at the wall that was next to his bed.'
"spiders are actually pretty smart even if they don't seem like it."
I said, smiling at Alex.
"They don't do things reasonless, even if we humans don't understand their reasons. I believe that we would understand spiders like we understand cats and dogs but not many people really try to understand them."
Yes a little fact about me is that I find spiders interesting and really wanna learn to know how they think, communicate and maybe learn their emotions by their actions.
It really fascinated me that Jamie was so calm and clingy to Alex.
I've never seen this kind of behaviour from a spider before.
Exept Alex's old spider, Gorden.
Enough of my thoughts for now tho, my apologies.
"But yesterday she wasn't standing still either. Why now?"
Alex asked, moving his hand closer to him to look closely at Jamie.
I shrugged.
"Alex I'm still not an expert but I just think it's her way to show you she trusts you."
He was silent and looked at me.
"I gained a spider's trust?"
"probably. Looks like it."
Alex's neutral, confused look turned into a smiling, happy look.
"I'm sure you will one day also tame the spider that your mom has left."
"The aggressive one?"
I smiled and nodded.
To make him laugh I said,
"you also tamed a giraffe, you little hamster."
He softly hit my shoulder, laughing slightly.
"shut up. Not you too!"
"You wanna become an author? Write a story about you and your husband-"
Little cut in the conversation. Because I'm unsure if we're allowed to mention his name so I just switched out his name with husband.
"and call it the hamster and the giraffe."
The look on Alex's face already told me that he was thinking about it.
"maybe."
I looked at Alex's eyes, smiling.
"try to pet her softly and see her reaction. If she lets you then you have the ultimate proof that she likes you."
Alex seemed confused but agreed.
Like I thought, she let him.
When I tried petting her, she crawled away from my finger.
"HA, SHE DOESN'T LIKE YOU!"
Alex shouted.
I punched his shoulder softly.
"I'll go inside looking after Tym that he doesn't bully kids again. You want to come with me?"
I asked, getting up and holding my hand to him.
"It's fine, I'll wait for you and look for something edible for Jamie with her."
"alright, if you need something, come inside."
"I will."
So I went inside.
Also Alex, no need to thank me. I love helping you "my little brother". :)