ch.21

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Days passed and everyone became closer with each other

"I shouldn't think like this!"Thorn said and pinched his cheek"It's not his fault that Hali can't care about me!"

He sighed and continued to watch Halilintar from afar

"What are you doing?"Blaze suddenly asked as he sat next to him

"Ah!"Thorn slightly yelled"You scared me!"

"Whoops. Sorry"Blaze said and didn't sound sorry at all

"It's fine"Thorn sighed

"What's wrong? You're usually more cheerfull than now"Blaze asked while tilting his head

"It's nothing..."Thorn replied in a quieter tone

"Seriously,what is bothering him?He has been like this for a while now"Blaze thought and looked at the direction that Thorn was looking"Hali?Did they fight or something??? Nahhhh,Hali is wayyyy to emotionless to fight"

Later that day

"Ice!"Blaze yelled and took the knife away from Ice before throwing it away"This is the third time this week!"

"Hm..."Ice hummed in a dissappointed way

"Don't 'hm' me!"Blaze said while treating Ice wounds(he has bandage with him all the time ever since he saw Ice cutting himself) "How many times do I have to tell you that cutting yourself is bad!"

"Hm.."

"Stop giving me 'hm' as an answer!"Blaze said while pinching Ice's cheek

"Hm.."

"You're unbelievable"Blaze complained

"Says the childish one"Ice said

"Atleast I'm not hurting and trying to kill myself!"Blaze countered

"It's fun..."

"No,it's not!"

"Why not?"

"You can die!"

"That's what I want..."

"That's not what I want!"

Ice then looked at Blaze with an annoyed expression "Why should I care about what you want? It's my body"

"Because you're stuck with me!"Blaze said and pulled Ice towards the house

"Am not"

"You are"

"No"

"Yes"

"No"

"Yes"

They continued to bicker as they enter the house

"They are at it again"Taufan said

"Yeah..."Gempa agreed"I'm just glad that Blaze is making sure that Ice doesn't hurt or kill himself"

"Me too"

Meanwhile

"He is staring at him again..."Solar mumbled while looking at Thorn

After a minute of thinking, Solar decided to approach him

"Is everything okay?"Solar asked

"Yeah,I'm fine"Thorn replied, his gaze still fixed on Halilintar

"No,you're not"Solar denied

"Is it that obvious?"Thorn asked, now finally looking at Solar

"Yes,very."Solar said and earned a sad sigh from Thorn"It's better to talk to someone about it than keeping it to yourself"Solar paused"And lucky for you, I have all the time in the world to listen to you right now"

Thorn hesitated and said"But it's selfish..."

"It's fine to be selfish once in a while"Solar said"I'm pretty sure that you're not a selfish person. So what is it that made you have a selfish thought?"

Again,Thorn hesitated,but after a while he decided to tell him "I want to be loved..."

"You are already loved"Solar replied which made Thorn looked at him with big hopeful yet surprised eyes"Taufan,Gempa and Blaze loves you"

"And me too"Solar thought to himself

"I know..."Thorn replied with a more happy tone, but there was still a hint of sadness in his voice"But I still crave for Halilintar's love....selfish,right..?"

"I guess. But I get it"Solar replied and took a quick glance on Halilintar"But I'm not sure if Halilintar would ever see any of us as his family"

"I hate the fact that I too, want to be loved by him..."Solar thought to himself"How ironic...the person I want to kill,became the person that I want to be loved by..."

"I know..."Thorn said and looked down

"I hate that I dislike Hali's dead brother just because he loves him..."Thorn thought to himself"But I just can't seem to like him...he is the reason that Hali can't love me...but he is also the reason why Hali was happy"

"I'm selfish..."Thorn mumbled,so quiet that he himself did not hear his voice

At night

Wake up

Wake up

Wake up

Wake up

"Ah!"Thorn quickly woke up and breathed heavily"What was that...?"

He looked around his room, but found no one there

"Who was that...?"Thorn mumbled and held his blanket tighter"scary..."

"Maybe I should just sleep again..."Thorn thought to himself and laid down again

Wake up

"Again this voice..."Thorn thought and shut his eyes tightly"I will just ignore it..."

Wake up

Wake up

Wake up

Wake up!

"Ah!"Thorn shouted and fell off the bed

"Thorn...?What's wrong...?"Gempa asked in a worried and tired tone

"I-I h-heard a voice..."Thorn said in fear as Gempa got closer and patted his head to calm him down"I-It told me to 'wake up'. It keeps repeating itself until it yelled at me...."

"Shh...it was probably a dream"Gempa said in a soothing tone

"B-but..."Thorn's mumbled

"I was awake when it yelled at me..."Thorn thought

"Everyone wake up!"Taufan yelled from the hallway"Hali dissappeared!"
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I'm so sorry that I haven't updated for a long time,again. And for this short chapter. I'm currently working on another story,so I might update less often as I used to,but I will definetely keep updating,so don’t worry :)

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