[chapter four: marry me.]
i'd cry as much as i wish,
just need your arms around me for that.
come, meet me again.
i'll tell you the same thing again.
you were priceless,
and used to speak all the time,
but now THAT you've gone creating such a silences!</3
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FAISU WAS POINTING A GUN AT JANNAT.
Jannat: F. F. Fa.. Faisu..
Faisu was expressionless but tears were rolling on Jannat's cheeks. she was pissed off. she was upset. not about the fact she can be shooted at any time but about the
person who held the gun.
Jannat: F. Fa.. Faisu! How c-can you-
Faisu: I can do anything.
She was broken. every seconds her heart
is breaking into million pieces. she don't expect anything from him but she never ever imagined that one day THE LOVE OF HER LIFE would point a gun towards her.
Jannat: wanna kill me?
She said straight looking into his eyes.
Faisu: Never!
His voice was already softened more like whisper. her mind was frozen. the anxiety was unbearable so she looked at the ground and shut her eyes trying to catch those emotions she was holding back for years.
Faisu was continuously looking at her face as if he don't know how to blink. at some point he was feeling guilty— emotional. he knew what was that feelings but he can't
help tho.
For a moment he stopped thinking while pulling her by waist with another hand. Making her bump in his chest still pointing the gun with other hand.
She cried more while closing her eyes making him lose himself in her.
he didn't realized when the gun was going down as he pulled those hair with the gun which was blocking a side of Jannat's face. making her face turn up by the gun tracing though her chin.
She finally opened her eyes. and they deeply looked in the eyes. he pulled her more as their body pressed into each other. there is no gap existing anymore.
Faisu: you know i never wanted to hurt you. but i always did.
He stopped for a moment then cupped the side of her face. still holding the gun.
Faisu: maybe intensionally. sorry I'll hurt you again.
Jannat stayed quiet just looking into his eyes while tears were doing their job.
Faisu: I won't harm you promise. just go and tell them you will marry me!
Jannat: why? w-why do you w-want me to m-marry you? You don't even love me.
He took a breath then started speaking.
Faisu: you are right! I don't love you. and honestly I don't have any interest in marrying you but my mom. i love my mom more than anything else. she asked for something and i
just can't late her down. I'm ready to buy the world for her so..
Jannat: So?
His expression changed quickly and all of sudden he released her face and again put the gun towards her forehead still holding her waist with another.
This time Jannat wasn't shocked nor scared.
she just chuckled bitterly.
Jannat: so you want me to marry you just because your mom wanted.
He nodded.
Jannat: What if i don't—
Faisu: Don't you dare Jannat. You know I can kill you right now—
Jannat: i know Faisu. I know very well but sadly i'm not scared of death!
Faisu frowned his eyebrows then smirked
Faisu: baby I know that.
Jannat: huh?
Faisu: Jannat. Umm i guess your mom is pretty amazing human being—
Jannat: What??
Faisu: What??
he smirked like a beast making Jannat more nervous.
Jannat: Faisu you-
Faisu: Yesss. seems like you got me well. nice i like it.
Jannat: Faisu i-
Faisu: You ready for the marriage?
Jannat: please i-
Faisu: i asked you something. First answer that.
Jannat: please Faisu don't do this please.
she was begging, crying. Hoping that he will be kind towards her.
Faisu: ok then I don't have any other options.
He released his hands from her waist and headed towards the door as Jannat panicked and grabbed his arm tightly
while he smirked.
Jannat: i-i-i will m-marry you.
Faisu: you sure?
he questioned without turning at her.
Jannat: S- Sure.
Finally he turned and put the gun under his suit.
Faisu: Good girl.
Jannat: please do-don't hurt my family.
He smiled and pulled her wrist as he hugged her making her a crying mess.
Faisu: i won't hurt anyone as long as you are being a good girl. But baby if you—
Jannat: i won't.
Faisu: Great then.
He pulled away and looked at her for few seconds before turning back and heading towards the door opening it as he was about to walk out of the room he stopped and
turned back only to find her looking at him with an expressionless face.
He smiled and thrown a flying kiss then walked back to the hallway while Jannat was just standing at her place.
She was deeply thinking about her life. About each every incidence that wasn't supposed to go like this. She felt dumb. She felt weak. She wanted to scream loudly.
It was enough to revive those feelings that she was ignoring all the time. that was hard to forget everything to walk back in the path of life all alone and she did it but .. but today, all her efforts were destroyed just in an instant.
She couldn't handle this anymore so she fell on her knees crying her heart out while placing her palm into her face when the flashbacks started flashing in her mind.
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flashback:
"hey Jannat wait for me. ugh you short piece of Jerry at least come back to your Tom"
"catch me if you can"
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