Ramsey has secrets no one knows about cause she is ashamed of herself even though it's not her fault. She is very miserable with the life she is living at the moment. Sometimes she wants to end it all cause she feels lonely. No one understands what...
(Ramsey Jones in MM) 'POV Ramsey' My alarm went off letting me know that it was time to get up. Hitting it to turn it off and grabbing my phone to check the time. It read 4:30 AM so I had to get up so I could get ready cause I have to ride the school bus. Ugh I really hate going to school but at same time it's better then being home. For the last year I've been depressed on and off. I tried taking my life 3 times but luckily my mom saved me. I haven't tried to do that in 2 months so I'm just trying to stay strong for my mama. Without me I'm be sure she'll overdose on drugs. Sometimes well ALL the time I wish she never met Troy, her ex boyfriend. He is the reason she got on drugs in the first place. Before all of the drugs my mom was so beautiful now she is super skinny and doesn't keep up with herself. Look how beautiful she was just a year ago.
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Every time she tries to go get clean Troy somehow always end back in her life. Anyways let's just try to start off on the right foot. I went to my bathroom to turn on the shower as I went found some clothes to wear for today. I found my outfit now I have to find some shoes. After I found my outfit I went hopped in the shower in the mist of my shower I thought I heard a loud noise. I gave it a second but didn't hear again I could be tripping. Turned off the shower and wrapped the towel around my body. Opening the door I saw my mama sitting on my bed. Took a step out to see a man on my bed so I went back in the bathroom. Started to get dressed when a knock on the door interrupted that.
"Yes?" I questioned. Still knocking, "Baby it's momma...... can you open the door for me?" She sighed. "Yea one moment...... I'm almost dress." Pulling up my pants up.
After I got dressed I walked out the bathroom to put my dirty clothes up. Walking pass the man I got uncomfortable.
Standing by my closet door, "Can you tell me why this man in my room?" Asking my mama. My mama was bout to talk but the man stopped her, "I'm here waiting for my favor from your mama." Giving me a creepy smile. I shivered, "May y'all leave so I could finish getting ready for school." Pointing at the door.
I turned around to get my booksack from out of my closet. It was at the top so it took a lil time to get it. When I finally got it walking out so I could pack it. In the corner of my room my mama was getting high. I wanted to cry but I had other things to worry bout like WHERE THE HELL IS THIS MAN AT? I looked round I thought he was gone til I bent over to put on my shoes and felt a crack across my head. I blanked out for I don't know how long.
"RAMSEY! RAMSEY! Oh baby...... mama is so sorry!" Hearing my mama faintly. Heard a hard slap, "BITCH I'M GETTING WHAT I CAME HERE! ONE WAY OR ANOTHER!" The man yelled,
I faded back out and when my eyes opened this man was on top of me. I saw you mama hitting him to get him off of me. He just slapped her down to the ground where she was stunned.
"Please get off of me!" I started crying. He hit me in my face, "SHUT THE FUCK UP!"
I just started kicking and moving as much as I could. Doing anything in my power to get him off of me. Still have yet to get him off of me but he got annoyed by me. To the point where he started choking me. I couldn't breathe and passed out.
