me and Felix have known each other since we were in diapers, we started elementary, middle,high school together. after high school we started dating, dating turned into marriage. we even managed to have twins. a boy and a girl. Jea-Bong and Layla. we love them to bit and Felix of course as always has to spoil them.
Lately Felix has been very distant to the point we live in the same house, sleep in the same bed, share the same kids, but it feels like we are strangers from how less we are talking. I always want to start a conversation with him but he always never pays attention or just stops listening and I finally get a hint to stop talking.
but today I decided that when he comes home I will talk to him about my feelings
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8:00 PM
Felix still hasn't arrived home and the kids are already asleep. but after a while I hear the bedroom door opening and assumed it was Felix
"Felix? is that you?" I questioned and when I saw him he was absolutely tired while carrying Jea-Bong. "I saw him crying. dont you know how to tuck them into bed?!?!" he Said furious "I did!" "then why is he crying?!?!"he said shouting and it made Jea-Bong scared and forcibly stop making noise "stop shouting! your scarring me..."I said with a soft expression. and then Felix widens his eyes "YOU KNOW WHAT COULD'VE HAPPENED IF I DIDN'T HEAR HIM?!?" he said as I flinched "I'm sorry" I said as he rolled his eyes and got out of the room and tuck Jea-Bong to sleep once again.
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I refused to cry and waited for him to come to the room and the he did he ignored me.
"aren't you going to talk to me?"I questioned "what do you want Y/N?!?" he said annoyed "I want to talk to you! you've been ignoring me and I don't even have time to talk to you!" he got more angry as he sighed "maybe its because your too annoying and I don't like your presence!" I felt a sharp sting in my heart as he said that 'am I too annoying??' probably... yeah, I'm too annoying..
"Maybe if I just change... then I'll just have to find a way to not be annoying..
and I did
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It's been a few months since the misunderstanding and I've changed. I think I'm less annoying now right?
I smile less. Talk less. Do whatever I need to do quietly. I turned from a loud extrovert to a quiet introvert.
Felix just came home from work and he was about to check up on the kids when he saw y/n ticking them into bed and Jea-Bong was already half asleep while I was styling Laylas hair
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"Mama.."
"Yes?"
"Can we watch a movie today..? Pleaseee!!"
Layla begged and was hoping for a yes while Y/n stopped talking to think for a second
'I know for sure I'll get a scold by Felix and he will get more annoyed'
"Sorry Layla you know you need to sleep early.. when you wake up I'll put a movie for you to watch
Y/n said as she tied her hair with a hair tie
"But you used to always let us sleep late when daddy isn't here! Why don't you let us sleep late now?" Layla said
"Because that was a mistake. When you get older I promise I'll watch all the movies you want!"
Layla made an 'ugh' sound and mumbled
"I hate you! why can't you be more like daddy?!"
Felix was behind the door
Hearing everything
"I love you more Layla, good night" Y/n said kissing her forehead, after Layla wiped her kiss.
I went over to kiss Jea-Bong in the forehead and left the door halfway open and got scared and flinches when I saw Felix when the opened the door to leave
He had the pity expression.
I didn't want him to find me more annoying so I left before he could say anything I knew he would say something like "get out of my way"
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Y/n had her slight tears on her face not making a sound and trying to fall asleep
'Why am I so annoying..'
'I'm not good enough to be a mother'
'I failed being a mother'
'I failed being a wife'
I closed my eyes shut when I heard Felix open the door.
I was already laying down in my pajamas so all I had to do was pretend to be asleep.
A few minutes later he was getting ready for bed but my stupid stomach made a loud growl and I just hoped that he didn't realize.
'I'm hungry..'I said to myself
Did I mention that Felix told me that if I want to eat I should use my own money?
It was a bit sad knowing that he fell out of love for me...
It's okay..
Doesn't matter.
I'll still love him
He might hate me but I love him triple the times he hates me
"y/n." He whispered as he shook me aggressively while gripping onto my arm which caused a bruise without him noticing
"y/n! y/n!" He repeated multiple times while still shaking me aggressively
I flinched
"yes...?" Y/n said with a sleepy voice
"are you hungry?" He asked
I knew he was going let me pay but I didn't mind paying his food
"are you ordering?" y/n asked
"Yeah" he said as he handed Y/n the phone
y/n thought he meant that it was time for her to pay so she entered her card number and payed
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a few minutes later he got the order and got it from outside and places the food on the table
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