Stray kids oneshots

Seungmin x reader

I've always had problems making friends.. it was..

hard

I eat, study, play, walk, alone.

sometimes, I even talk to myself and realize how boring I am

nobody wanted to be friends with me because of my family..

my mom and dad used to fight a lot and they eventually got divorced.

but as a kid, I used to go to school with bruises from my dad. because of that nobody wanted to be my friend.

but when middle school came. in 8th grade I met Kim seungmin.

I was assigned to show him around. and with that, he was my first friend.

and I was his first friend in his new school

we aren't that close anymore ever since he made some other friends.

we just talk, once a week. or once every two weeks.depends.

but still. its better than always being alone. right?

plus we are high schoolers now, we have more important things now.

next year, ill be assigning to university!

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I was eating the expired bread from the convenience store while sitting on the rooftop

the owner was kind enough to lend me it.

even though its expired, its better than having nothing, am I right?

I hear a door open I was about to check what the sound came from

I hear a ring coming from my phone and check to see and its my mom

I answer the call ignoring the sound

"mom, something wrong?" I ask my mom worried

"y/n... did you get your allowance from your part time yet"

"no, mom. why?"

"the landlord says if we don't pay rent now he will kick us out.."

"oh..mom can he...wait? just for a bit? just until I ask my manager?.." I say as my voice shakes

"y/n..please make it quick..."

"I will." I said hanging app the call and continue eating the bread

"only I know how better life would be if I jump over the roof" I say to myself

"ew..no what am are you thinking?!? mom needs you." I replied back to myself as if im having a conversation with someone

"y/n... kill yourself" I sighed

"kill myself... what am I thinking?!?!? lifes......good! lifes good!" I say to myself as I stand up

"but the bread really wasn't..." said as I chuckled

"what is wrong with me?"I say laughing sarcastically and hitting my head hardly

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SUENGMINS POV:

I was playing around with the guys and Felix suggested that we should play sardeens so I decided to hide in the rooftop

I opened the door hoping it won't make a sound, it didn't.

"mom?something wrong?" I heard a female voice speak

it sounded familiar...

could it be y/n?

I didn't mean to be nosey but she literally had her mom on speaker.