Tmf Jailey oneshots because i have no life || The music freaks

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Story type: Angst (💔)
TW: Suicidal thoughts, Attempts
Enjoy please!

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JAKE POV

2:23 am.
I'm tired, but not physically.
I'm tired of living the same thing over and over again. All I ever do is wake up, go to school, eat, sleep, and thats basically it. Ever since the competition ended, i feel like theres nothing to look forward to anymore, I mean, yeah sure, I've been doing great with the music club, but something feels wrong.

I feel like nothing is giving me a spark anymore, I feel like I'm living someone else's life and i'm just there, probably a stranger.
I've spent these last few hours on social media, mostly looking at old posts from other people about me.

I spent most of the time looking at the audio that was posted on tiktok, yeah, that audio.

I know it's all in the past, but theres something about it that makes me wanna look at it more. Probably the comments, right?
All the comments about how weird and cocky i am, how I'm so full of myself, how I'm a careless asshole, how I shouldn't bother living if i'm gonna say those things-
Wait what? I don't remember this...

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Whatever, It's all in the past, I don't need to look back.

But still, staring at the comment made probably by an anon gave me flashbacks. Flashbacks of middle school and shit, but it's okay, because it's all in the past.
Honestly, I wanna disappear. I wanna dissolve out of this world and fall asleep forever, if you know what I mean. 

Thats when I decided...

I stood on top of the roof of my apartment (this aint an hc it js made more sense dont come at me please 😭) and looked down. It was really high up, and I could barely see the ground.

I walk up to the edge of the building, close my eyes, and lean forward.

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I feel a vibration on the left side of my body. I reach out into my pocket, and remembered, I still had my phone.
I got a notification from Hailey.

2:56

"Hi Jakee, sorry if ur asleep already or sumthin, I js stayed up studying rlly late tonight, and I'm js abt finished. I just wanted to say goodnight to you :))
Hopefully you studied too, do good on ur examss !!"

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Im panicked.
I don't know what to do
Suddenly I don't feel like i'm being pulled away from the edge of the apartment.

Hailey texted me at the right day, right minute, right second.
She just.. Stopped me from falling.
She texted me at the right time.

God, I don't know what to do anymore. A few seconds ago I just wanted to disappear, now suddenly I feel like I have to live for something, or someone.

..I guess I can try out one more day.

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Man idk anymore help me😭

This was supposed to be longer but i got lazy, so i'll js short form it here.

Basically Jake wakes up for school, and waits for Hailey in the morning, he finds her and talks to her, the bell rings, and its time to go to class. While going to class, Hailey spoke to him about how he helped her focus on people and taking time to understand them and look into them. (Basically she meant that in a way where jake helped her with her anxiety and shit) Jake takes what Hailey says into his mind and starts opening his eyes to everything. He then realizes that not everything and everyday is the same, he was js not looking at things correctly. The more he focused on the world and not just himself embraced his conscience into how some people are like him too

alr uhh if i wrote it out it wouldve made more sense and it wouldve been more deeper lol

sry for being lazy😔