𓂀𝕆𝕞𝕚𝕟𝕠𝕦𝕤 | 𝕋𝕒𝕖𝕜𝕠𝕠𝕜𓂀

𓂀ℂ𝕙𝕒𝕡𝕥𝕖𝕣 𝟚𝟝𓂀

Jungkook pov:

I giggled as Taehyung carried me into the basement completely forgetting about the sounds I heard there. More like I chose to ignore it cause I didn't want to ruin the mood again.

Ofcourse me and Taehyung were always stuck to each other but we have never been intimate before, except for a few breathless makeouts and some cute pecks but yes, that was it.

The odd part was that he didn't go to the basement, and when I realised that-

"Hey, didn't you say we were going to the basement?"

"I don't mind but I'd rather have you been in a more comfortable place."

He said in response, as I imagined his lips curve up into a smile.

"I can make do with the basement."

I said teasingly.

"Yeah but I don't want to fetch the keys."

He said.

For some reason, I felt like this could wait and an unexplainable urge or gut feeling told that something was there.

I put myself down from Tae's shoulders and started walking the other way around while Taehyung immediately followed me with a perplexed look but quietly complied without saying anything.

When we reached there, I asked for the keys. He searched his pockets and handed me a tiny key.

When I finally managed to open the door. I saw an empty room, although it was dark, my eye sharply inspected the room and caught a quick glance of the flooring. To be more specific, the dark stain which camouflaged with the wooden titles and could've have been easily missed.

In an instant, I knew what it was.But I also knew that I shouldn't panic infront of a predator. After all, a prey gets killed only after it reacts.

I turned towards him. And muttered "Why did I even bother!" with an annoyed look.

But only god knows how fast my heart pounded.And the chills and sudden bloodrush I felt through my spine.

⚠️ It's kinda but not kinda triggering ⚠️

Jungkook pov:

I let myself get pinned on the soft mattress as Taehyung kissed my neck.Although I moaned and kissed him back when his lips touched mine , my head was pondering about what I saw earlier.

He looked at me as I smiled.

"Do you not want to do it ?"

He asked.

"What makes you ask?"

I replied, almost mechanical.

"I don't know, I just know."

He said.

"I'm just nervous that's all, sorry if it annoys you."

I say.

He cupped my face and said, " Why would you ever think that anything about you would make me angry or annoyed?"

He kissed my forehead and asked, "Ready?"

"Yes" I replied , he latched his lips onto mine as I shed a single tear,with my mind repeating the same thing over and over again.

'You must escape.'

A/n: hello my sweet cookies , it's da chapter of the week and so you're gonna have a chapter with a word count of -drum rolls please!1000 words!!!!! Enjoy!!!

⚠️This scene is very triggering.⚠️

Jungkook pov:

No matter how much I said, that I wanted to escape. I knew that if I wanted to leave without any suspicion, then I had to go through this.

I gulped as I undressed myself slowly with the cold air hitting my exposed skin. I could feel shivers down my spine and when I saw him glancing at me, I swear I've never been so uncomfortable in my whole life.And that I was just putting through this because I had to.

When his hands moved up my skin and curves , electrifying sparks shot through my skin as I tried resisting the urge to flinch so bad. I don't want to be touched now. I felt swallowed an  uncomfortable lump in my throat.

I was more afraid than disgusted.Better fucked alive and escape than have myself tied and fucked dead.

How my spine shivered at that gore thought. I felt my stomach churn. The last thing I want to do is puke.

He kissed my body , as I just lay on his lap , emotionless. God it felt so bad. And now I think about all those people who worked as sex workers. Who put with more worse shit, getting spanked , kicked , choked and used like a cum toilet against their will almost everyday. Yes toilet cause there's no better way to put it. Hell not even animals are treated so poorly.

When he spread my legs and kissed my thighs and applied a generous amount of lube on his fingers before he shoved them in scissoring me, I let out some sounds and was ashamed of that.

I've been fingered before by Taehyung, hell I've even had alot organisms just by that. But this time I couldn't focus on the pleasure, I only squinted at the pain.

I couldn't bring myself to enjoy it.It felt horrible and disgusting, I just wished it was finally over.

When I was finally ready , he finally put it in and it hurt like hell but I suppressed cause a little pain is worth it if I make it out alive.

When he started pounding hell I moaned like a bitch , but I felt so sick in the stomach each time it went in. I was numb and I felt like I couldn't even feel the pleasure if I wanted to.

How was I supposed to feel it when I've changed my feelings for him?

Alot of people accused victims of enjoying it but was it really the case?

I've loved this person but now I just can't stand him. Do you think I'm enjoying this? Does this look like I'm enjoying it?

I feel awful.I feel like even if I wash myself clean , I could never be the same again. My hands itch to rub away those  love bites , oh but they're not love bites , they are just hickeys.

There is no love here.

Ha ,I even doubt that there was even any love in the first place.