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To expect the world to have more good people than the amount of bad people is stupid. It's like expecting a rotten apple to go back to the way it was.
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Jungkook:

It's been a few years. Ever since my mom's death , I wish it was easier to accept that she's already dead , then I guess it would have been better for me. After she died I became emotionally unstable , the smallest things trigger me easily and I break down at the very moment someone yells at me. But I also started to feel other people's pain too. And people usually call me weak or soft for that.

Because I wasn't really what you'd call a patient and very sensitive child or atleast I never cried so easily.

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Today seemed kind of unusual.
I seemed to be surrounded with a bunch of emptiness.I woke up around 10 am to see an empty bed and no one to wish me good morning. I preferred being alone. And it's also nice not to be woken up early in the morning but sometimes it's sickening when I can't decide what to call this feeling, freedom or loneliness.

It doesn't matter , even if I'm living in a house with people , this feels rather empty and it feels as if I'm living all by myself. But it's just that my roommates don't really care about each other. When one of them shows up late at night , I'm the one who usually asks them why they're late and that kindness is reciprocated with a sullen look and a cold glare.

Sometimes when it's really not my lucky day it ends up with me getting hurt by their bitter words.

I called my stepmom.From time to time. You see we are not really that close but I really don't have anyone to talk to.

But I just want someone to talk to , even if it's just small talk.

Though she couldn't replace my mom ,she is more of a friend to me.

She even stood up for me and gave a complaint to the principal about my bullies.And honestly that small act was what changed my impression on her.

She also took the initiative to make up a small conversation and also learn a bit about me.

This made me feel a bit comfortable around her.

But the realation between my father and me, was that of strangers who didn't know each other from Adam.

When she finally picked up.

"Jungkook I have good news,I am pregnant!"

She squeals in excitement.

Although I was not very happy about the news as she was still a stranger to me for some reason ,I faked my excitement and quickly said.

" Really!!!I am going to have a brother or a sister!!!!"

The look on my face never matched the sheer excitement I faked.

" Did you tell dad yet?"

I then asked.

" Does anyone else know?Am I the last one to know the news."I asked desperately trying to portray my half hearted happiness.