𓂀𝕆𝕞𝕚𝕟𝕠𝕦𝕤 | 𝕋𝕒𝕖𝕜𝕠𝕠𝕜𓂀

𓂀 ℂ𝕙𝕒𝕡𝕥𝕖𝕣 𝟚𝟚 𓂀

•JUNGKOOK•

I woke up from a deep slumber in the break of dawn , one could still see the dark night sky spinning the stars and a robust colour of a pinkish orange hue which broke out and spread through the horizon.

It was a wonderful sight , a sight we never talked about in our lives.Its a shame people don't like to hear about things like that.

But it's not anything different right ? We always chose to say what the other person wants to hear or would like to hear , not what we want to say or the truth.

That made me think about a lot of things , a lot of memories actually.

There was a time I loved someone else. I wished to be by their side , wake up to see their face , spend the coldest of days cuddled with them and the warmest of days outside with them in the blazing sun.

Sometimes I wondered , how easily I forgot about it all. As if it were nothing like a grain of sand against the wind.

But I don't think she is to blame. Like anybody else , she wanted to be happy. And when she realised her happiness was somewhere else , she drifted away slowly. It was her choice , not mine. When she found out she was happier with another person, she had a change of heart , not me.

She's not to be blamed because I would have done the same too. All she just wanted was to be happy. That's not wrong.

And just like her , I found my happiness though a bit later than her.

"You'll never be able to find someone if you're lost in someone else."

Saying the said words out loud , my lips curved into a faint smile.

My mother isn't famous , she doesn't have an incredible career. She's not even married to the love of her life.
But there's always one thing she's always been.....

Right.

No matter how absurd her words might have been , I'll always listen to this one , until I find another reason otherwise.

She was always a person who believed in God and love too. And from the time I was born she has always been telling me about them in stories , that is until she died.

I've found someone that makes me feel like home. And makes me thankful for being born. It's sometimes the smallest things they do that makes me wonder if us meeting was ever a coincidence ?

I loved him. I never felt he and I were strangers , not even for a moment. And I think - I think in our choices lie our fate. Maybe our souls were created together and in love before we were born.

I sneaked upstairs and opened the door. The door creaked opened as I came in. Taehyung was sleeping peacefully on the bed looking like a starfish.

It was about two minutes when I muttered some curses and slipped into his arms.