𝓗𝓔𝓡 | KTH ✔️

38 | KTH

My chest was pressing her soft-hard back, my hands went and wrapped around her tiny waist. How badly I wanted to hold her like this. Only I know that, I inhaled the perfume which I was wearing. She smells warm, fresh, like the flower lily, in short she smells like home, my home.

I smiled as I closed my eyes.

"Why are you smiling like a creep?" I heard Jungkook's voice. I blinked my eyes. I was no longer at Jeon's mansion but here in the basement of my mansion. I sighed, it has been a day since that happened but I still remember it like it just happened now. "Nothing" I muttered, as Jungkook raised his eyebrows and gave me an 'are you sure?' look.

I gave him a nod. "Yesterday did you go and teach Y/n something?" He asked out of the blue. Jungkook never questions me about anything related to the self defense class. "Yeah I did, why?" I gulped. "What did you teach her?" he added another question. "How to escape from a bear hug.. Why are you asking ? you never ask me questions related to the self defense class then why now?" I raised my eyebrows.

"Okay escape from a bear hug and i am asking just like that" he said. "Okay" I muttered "are you hiding anything from me ? like did something happen between you and Y/n?" He questioned, making my heart skip its beat. "W-what makes you say that?" I asked. "It means something happened, your ears are red Taehyung and.... I saw everything that you did" he said, making my breaths uneven.

"Y-you saw?" I stuttered, he hummed "yes I saw"

"Taehyung you know I see love in both of your eyes for each other, just ask her out okay?" he said casually. "You are allowing me to-" He cut me off "Yes I am allowing you to date her." He smiled at me.

"I can't Jungkook" I said, making his smile drop.

"What do you mean by that?" Jungkook raised his eyebrows in confusion.

"I can't date her Jungkook, you know that" I took a deep breath "do you not love her?" he questioned "I do, I do fucking love her, Jungkook but you know that I am a Mafia not just a Mafia but a Mafia king. No matter how close I am to her, I don't want to put her in danger because of me. I don't want her to get hurt by any of our enemies. Y/n-" I sighed before I continued.

"-she is the only one person who is my weakness. You can say she is my soft spot, if our enemies came to know about her being my weakness they would misuse her they would hurt her because they know that hurting her means hurting me not hurting me but burning me alive. I can't date her because of this profession because I can not afford to lose her. She is the most valuable person in my life. Yes I am a coward because I love her very much and I don't want her to be hurt. I am happy when she is, even if she dates anyone else who isn't me, I would support her because her happiness matters to me, and her happiness is mine. Even if gets married to someone who she loves I will be there in her wedding because I want to be in each and every happiness of her" A tear slips out of my eye. I quickly wiped it out.

Jungkook sighed "I know once you made up your mind you won't change it, but still if you change your mind, you are allowed to date her, I am not stopping you from that. It is dangerous I know but you would be there to fight for her , I will be also there to protect my sister, but again I am not forcing you to date her, if you don't want to date her don't date her"

I nodded my head. "I know"

We both were silent now, we were not talking. There was a knock on my door. "Yes, come in" I said. Jack came inside and informed us that everything is ready for our mission tonight and we will leave in the next hour. 

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