wish you could see me

stuck in the friend zone

"uhh.. you have something in your hair!" eddie nervously chuckled, he was clearly lying.. as he watched steve graze his hand through his hair, clearly jealous of steves hand wishing that his hand could be touching steves wonderful hair. 

steve shrugged as he fixed his hair up, eddie cleared his throat as he rubbed the back of his neck. "so.. you wanna hang out man?" eddie asked as steve looked over at eddie, giving him a little smile as he chuckled.

 "sure.. got nothing better to do.." eddie felt his heart beat pick up as eddie nodded. "cool- uh.. follow me?" eddie chuckled a bit as steve smiled, nodding as eddie followed steve to his car.. see eddie was scared that steve might judge him for living in a damn trailer, as steve drove the more and more eddie overthought about this idea.

 eddie just needed to suck it up, steve was clearly super cool and sweet.. so why was he so scared. "you okay man? your like.. super quiet." steve softly chuckled as eddie snapped out of his thoughts looking at steve, and that pretty smile. "yeah- im fine.. just thinkin you know?" eddie smiled nervously, as they soon got there. 

eddie unlocked the door, opening it for steve. "thanks." steve smiled at eddie before going in, looking around as he honestly has to say he hasnt seen so much coffee mugs. eddie went inside and closed the door, fixing his hair as he sighed.

 "heres my castle, aint nothin pretty..but its home" eddie gave steve a little smile as steve chuckled a bit shaking his head, eddie fixed his hair before rushing over and pushing away some trash into a garbage can.

 "soo.. you smoke harrington?" eddie looked back at steve as steve looked over at eddie, nodding a bit. "yeah." steve chuckled a bit, sitting down onto the couch. "sounds good, oh yeah- you want anything to drink? water, cola, uhh.. orange juice?" - "im good man- thanks though." eddie nodded at steve as he went into his room, opening his drawer and grabbing the lighter and the pack of cigarettes he stolen from wayne as he went out to the living room.

 fixing his hair as he sat down just a couple inches away from steve and getting a cigarette out, putting the butt of it between his lips and lighting it. taking a drag off of it as he passed it to steve, blowing out the smoke as he sighed.

 "so..heard some shit about your dad, im- im sorry about that.." - "dont be.. fucker was an asshole. if anything.. it was bound to happen." eddie chuckled, watching steve take a drag off of the cigarette. watching his plump lips have the cigarette between them, eddie wasnt even smoking weed and he felt high by just watching steve.. hes a fucking dreamy man. steve chuckled as he nudged eddie, giving him the cigarette.

 "damn munson..what the hell are you thinking about?" - "you." eddie didnt say that, he thought about saying it. "i- nothing man. thinking about what happened in class." eddie chuckled a bit as he took a drag off of the cigarette, his mind going fuzzy at the thought that steves lips were against this. 

basically sharing a kiss, eddie felt giddy with happiness. "pffftt.. i dont remember what the lesson was, i think." steve smiled, eddie just felt like kissing steves lips. but he cant ruin this, hes finally is talking to steve.. hes finally speaking and laughing with him.

 but.. it wouldnt hurt, right.? eddie will just wait, taking another drag as he blew out the smoke passing the cigarette back to steve who took it and took a drag off of it. 

it was like a dream doing this with king steve, steve looked over at eddie. smiling all happy and dorky, eddie was just.. in his own little world. he couldnt hold back anymore as he went over to steve, sense they werent far from eachother.

 putting his hand against steves cheek before pressing his lips against steves, eyes fluttering closed. 

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this is kinda short.. couldnt think of anything. *sobs* enjoy pls..