Broken hearts, things break, life is lived.

Dreams and video game freaks

Chapter 3

Kempers pov

She was crying, and from what my best friend told me she doesn’t cry. I didn’t know she would grow up so beautiful, when we were playing soccer i didn’t know who she was until she did that soccer move. The same one she did on me, She was talented. I wonder if she plays soccer. All i know is she's off limits, because shes my best friends cousin. Which sucks, because i’ve always liked her. I wonder if she likes me. After i carried her to the towel we cuddled and she ended up falling asleep. Its so sad what happened to her, her family killed in a car crash by a drunk driver. From our earlier conversation, she blames herself. I don’t see how, it was just wrong timing. I moved a piece of hair out from her face, i could feel how she made me when i touched her. It made me feel like kissing her, holding her forever, electricity. I have never felt that before, and it scared me. I know i would hear about this by Ren, he doesn’t want me breaking her heart. I don’t want to break her heart, she's been through enough sadness to last her a lifetime. I texted Ren.

Me: Hey Ren your cousin fell asleep, WE need to talk.

Ren: Oh okay do you want to bring her up to the car. And what about is she okay!?

Me: i don’t know, we just need to talk. You haven’t been drinking right?

Ren: I’ve just got a little buzz bring her up to the car

Me: I’ll drive you both home and stay the night

Ren: Fine we will talk when we get to my house

Me: Sounds good

    I left her to get my shirt on, she was still in her swim suit so i picked up her clothes and set them on her body. I then picked her up bridal style, I kicked the towel up by my food which landed in my hand. I covered her up. I walked her to Rens truck, to find him sitting in the passenger seat pissed off. I laid her down in the back seat, and climbed into the drivers seat.

    “ What do we need to talk about” He gave me a concerned look. He turned around looking at his cousin. I feel like they’re closer than cousin though, there like sister and brother. His smile was replaced by a line across his face.

    “ She blames herself for their deaths Ren. She thinks it’s her fault, she broke down. She was sobbing, and i made her. I pretend to drown, it’s all my fault that she cried.” He let out a large sigh.

    “ It isn’t your fault man, and she isn’t at fault for their deaths. She needed someone, and she trusts you. Value that! and like i said man, if you date her or touch her i will chop your dick off. She off limits.” He gave me a serious look, only if he knew my feelings towards J. Why can’t things be uncomplicated. I know she has feelings towards me, i can’t be the only one that felt them. Why was this complicated, it’s cuz life is complicated.

    “ I know, I know. We ain’t chopping anything thing. I won’t unless i have permission from you.” We continued down the road, until we reached there house. It looked the same as when i first met J. She wasn’t bad looking back then, but she grew up to be fine. I parked in the driveway and watched as Ren stumbled out of the car. “ Just go inside, i’ve got J.” I told him as he turned to go inside. She was balled up in the seat, looking like an angel. I picked her up bridal style and carried her into the house. I didn’t know where her room is so I just picked a random room, it took me 3 tries of going into the wrong rooms. Her room was neat and there were boxes all over the place. I found a pair of sweatpants on the floor, and i put them on her, i then proceed to search her draws for a shirt. It took me two tries and i hadn’t found any underwear, so if i say so myself, i was good. I slipped the shirt over her head, and put her into her bed. She was quiet and peaceful, She still had tear streaks down her eyes. Her mascara had made lines down her cheeks, but yet she was beautiful. She had this slight glow to her, that just made her shine.