Chaos Emotions

Chaos Emotion

Prologue

Kianna love let's talk hmmm... Hearing his voice makes my day go on and another hope but this time his voice sound weird like .... Nothing maybe I'm just tired ..love hmmm?? What's wrong have a problem??care to tell hmmm?it took a sec for him to answer my question..

Nothing.!.?. love let's have a date tonight?hearing that makes my heart jump in joy. Okie.. I replied.Ok I'll pick you up at 8 gat the go love ... Ok I lov- I Hindi pako tapos mag salita ..he hung up on me that's unusual he never hung me up first... Weird.

The time past bye its already 8 I was aboat to go out ng tumunog Ang aking telepono hello!??. A sec to respond Kianna I'm here downstairs...in your apartment .Where the love love you never call me by my name kanina ka pa is there something your not telling me?? Hmmm??.

Nothing let's..lets just go....I nod weird..

We arive at the venue it was a simple beach date night he pulled a chair for me.. thank you

He look very anusual in his self . Love do you have a problem ? He look at me coldly he never look at me like that .

I-I have a fiance let's break up I'm gonna mary her I'm just playing with you feeling but then I fall... Nevermind our relationship is not working anymore your to busy in your school family problem and don't have time.... Let's put space between us..he blurted in unison.

I knew it

Tears slowly forming in my eyes looking at him bloodshot in the eye

What did I do? Do I need to go to your school to spend time with you wha-what playing with my feeling ?? wha- what is fiance wha-ehat Mary her huh?!? What's happening is my love not enoug.Why? Is it because you have a fiance huh?? Why? Like this love I-I don't like this..is this kind of a prank cause if it's I don't like this prank it hurt me hmmm..

I-Im sor- Im sorry if we break up like this I'm sorry if I hurt you I'm sorry cause nasasakal na Ako sa ating relasyon love eh .. sukong suko na Ako ..sakal na sakal na Ako sa pagiintindi sa ating relasyon please let's gave each other a space between us hmmm... fix you self first and put wall between us and for- forget about us ..my love..let's set each other a free let's give it our last tonight to be together hmmm...he said and tear drops from his eye.

Why of all people.. You Ikaw nalng Ang pinang hahawakan ko eh Ikaw nalng Ang karamay ko ..
Bakit Ngayon pa kung kelan durog na durog Ako eh..I'm at my lowest point right now but d ba pwede sa susunod na araw na MN Ang iba huh?? Bakit kailang mo pang sumabay huh? Gusto ko lng na MN sumaya d bayun pwede d ba pwede maging Masaya kahit kaunting Oras bakit kailang an nyo pang magsabay sabay wala na ba akong karapatan dto sa Mundo maging Masaya at malaya sa problema huh...I cried

Flashback

Lumayas kana Dito sa pamamahay ko sidaw ni Dad

Da-dad I'm sorry kung Hindi ko ma-magawa Ang inuutos nyo mahal ko po c Kiel dad I'm so sorry if nasuway ko po kayu it just that sya na Ang naging sandigan ko the time na kailangan ko ng attention Oras nyo po Nina mom at kuya but you left me and came back like nothing happens..I spat and snobing

Ganoon ba talaga Ang epekto nya Sayo at nagkakaganoon ka nababaliw kana dahil sa pag ibig mong wlang hahantungan.... Sa pamilyang ito ay Isang sumpa Ang pag -ibig masasaktan ka lng din sa huli ..sigaw na Ani ni mom

Mom I'm really sorry but I can't leave him I love him

Stupid love is not real sigaw na Ani ni Dad

Dad I'm sorry I really really love him

Lumayas ka Dito sa pamamahay ko I'll cut your allowance and credit card you have nothing to come back here suwail Kang anak ..dumadagundong bosses ni Dad

So I left that house good thing they didn't know may apartment na Ako they didn't know because I use my on money for this I do modeling and I have a coffee shop to help me support my needs they didn't know because they don't care about me....

End of flashback

Im sorry Ani nya

No I'm sorry for you to feel that way I'm sorry if I love you even if it hurt...Do you really play with my feeling did you really love me for real ....snobing while trying to form a word with out shutters

Hmm It was my plan at first to play with your feeling then eventually out of nowhere I just found my self liking your flaws love seeing you smile everyday got hurt when I see your tears you know I just found my self loving you more...

Do you really love me for real? For the second time I ask No matter how much I try not to shutters I still shuttered..

My love is so real that I need to let you go my love... He's crying saying those phase I have love you for real you know trust me just once a really love you but we really need space we need to breathe..

I slowly nod my head.. I think we really need an air Let's- let's. Give ours selves an air hmmm??
Can I still have our last kiss and hugs hmmm.?..Before we beed each other a goodbyes

He nod and kiss me passionately and I hug him real tight... I love you I love you Kiel my man I will miss you my love..

He nod slowly snobing in my shoulder I-Ilove you Kianna I love you I will miss you.. may be may be if the universe would give me a second chance to be with you I won't let you go... Good bye my love Te amo infinito ...coming those phases in his mouth hurt
But hurting each other would have given us a better future then I'm willing to do it again

Goodbye my love till infinity.