Wild Romance

~HEARTBREAK~

The meeting went great and my team did a great job securing the deal. Rohan did a phenomenal job too. We presented the presentation together and the investors were ready to join hands with us. My father talked to me after a long time and congratulated me. This deal was very important as this was the chance to prove myself and after the deal was done I was relieved. We had a mini celebration in the office afterwards.
Rohan and others went for clubbing and invited me too. Usually I don't say no but today I had to go home early so I drove off to home.
Nowadays I do not see much women and do not indulge in physical activities. A deep feeling inside me resists me from doing that. Today when I talked with her, she seemed same like the wedding night. Now she was confusing me. Was she really this innocent? No matter how hard I try to be mean and rude to her, she softens me as soon she looks at me with those dreamy eyes. Those eyes.
I entered and hear echoing sounds of laughter and looked around and spotted her sitting with disha and her smile was the most beautiful smile I had ever seen. Even in such a simple dress she looked breathtakingingly gorgeous. Her simplicity made me rethink about my perception of her. I had observed that she mixed with everyone very well. She is a working woman too. But she worked only for her father and that too she was on a good position in less than a year so it made me rethink it.
But she married me for money and it was definitely a alliance, and how could I forget that. I could not let her distract me and I have to keep her out of my mind and heart.
I greeted all of my family members and then went to living area to meet disha, oh disha was my best friend and a sister with my level of craziness. We met after a very long time and I am sure she must be having lot of stories to tell me. Kaynat stood and adjusted her dress, she did not look at me and I remembered the compliment she gave me today!
Disha introduced me to her friend and I can see her staring at me like she had not seen a man before. She was not at all dressed decently and was continuously talking about the foreign trips she had gone and about her family.
I have to advice disha on making friends with a goal oriented mindset and to keep company of good friends. After talking with them for I while, I left to my room to change, as disha started teasing me with kaynat. For the first time I saw her blushing, and that too just at the mere mention of our names together! Her cheeks matched with the color of her beautiful dress.
I walked to my room and took a long shower to release all the today's stress and changed into a comfortable t shirt and a lower. I was going downstairs but saw someone coming in the room. Due to dim lighting I could not see but the sound of heels tapping stopped and I saw her face.
"WHT the fuck are you doing in my room?"
It was disha friend and I could tell her intentions by her face. She opened the zipper of her front dress and walked towards me.
"Come on Mr Sehgal, I know you are also desperate for it, and I am totally your type, let's do it and no one will know"
"Get the fuck out of my room!!"
She took my hands and placed them on her lower back, and tried kissing me. I pushed her away, as I was disgusted by it. Suddenly, a familiar sound of bangles echoed in the room, and I saw her standing at the door in the dim lights.

Kaynat's pov~
I slapped playfully on disha's shoulder as she was continuously teasing me and varun, but he left upstairs afterwards to maybe change.
"Ohhh, someone's blushhingg!!!"
"Shut up disha, it does not look nice!!"
I said and she started laughing. I also smiled shyly and the thought of asking him about his meeting crossed my mind, but I was also hesitating as what if he got angry again..?
But he himself told me to pretend as a good wife so this was kind of my duty too, Also I wanted to told him that after this I wanted to join the office. After giving it a thought, I decided to go upstairs and talk to him.

I walked to the room,but stopped at the door and saw something that had the power to break me completely. Varun's hands were on Tanya and her dress was ripped from the front.To say I was devastated would be an  understatement.

Cheating was unbearable to me and the fact that it only took him a random girl to make me feel I was not capable of receiving love from anyone maybe.

I lowered my gaze not letting him see my vulnerable state and turned around to leave.

It was not registering what I saw a few moments ago. My knees went weak and I wanted to somehow just escape from here. I was struggling to walk but tears went on falling even though how much I try to stop them. A voice reached my ears and I can feel someone chasing me with the same pace. Suddenly he came equal to me and grabbed my elbow with his rough hand.
"Stop, it's not what you think.."
He said firmly and I looked at him.
Looking in his eyes it seemed what he was saying was true.
He then got hold of both my shoulders but this time the grip was gentle.
"Say something kayant!"
This was probably the first time he addressed me by my name. His eyes were demanding something for me and I was unable to comprehend it.
How could I forget what I just saw. I cannot be mesmerized by him at this point.
This marriage was an alliance and I could not make him stop his activities, but the thought of seeing him with other women, made me sick. We were not in love and I had accepted the reality on the wedding night itself. I controlled my tears and gathered courage to look at him and finally said
"It's okay."
I uttered lowly and the his face became expressionless. He looked at me with perhaps confusion and I continued.
"I am no one to interfere in your personal space and we are not in love so it's okay."
It took me great courage but I finally completed my sentence. Somehow I said that looking him in the eyes and could see the emotions in his eyes disappearing.
"Oh."
His face was shocked,and his eyes were showing frustration and confusion. He was somewhere not happy with what I said.
The grip of his palms around me loosened.
Without a word, he took a step away from me and I could see the distance between us increasing. He walked pass
me, leaving me sobbing at the corridor.

How could he made me guilty after doing all this. All the hopes and possibilities were now vanished and wanted to talk to my maasi ma badly.!