first kiss

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i woke up in bill's bed.. everything is so blurry i couldnt feel anything i feel way more sore than yesterday my private part hurted its so sore.. and i looked at myself seeing i had no clothes on.

i got up and my legs shaking my hands were shaking like wild and i fell due to how shaky my legs were, "god what happend?" i said to myself trying to get up but the door opened

"hey lizzie." bill stood seeing my naked body
"shit!" i said while trying to covering myself up.
"chill. i already saw all that so no need to go crazy." bill said smirking. then i realized...

"bill what the fuck happend last night."
"chill you were drunk and you kept whispering that you wanted me and you wanted me to touch you, so i did." when i heard his words it killed me. "BILL ARE YOU FUCKING SERIOUS? I DID NOT WANT THAT YOU FUCKING RAPED ME" i said screaming

"woah chill don't act like you didn't want that"
i didnt say anything i got up took my clothes out on a heavy baggy t-shirt and sprinted out without looking back. "lizzie!!" bill said but i couldnt care less.

i bumped into tom on my way out "sorry!"
tom said "i-i-it's f-fine." i said while tears flood out into my eyes "are you okay??" tom said worried "yeah yeah don't worry" tom saw my legs shaking and i wasn't wearing anything under "did bill do anything?" tom said "no nothing he did nothing i'm just tired that's all"

tom just looked at me then went his way to bill "bill are fucking serious?" tom shouted at bill "tom sto-" i said but tom kept on screaming.
"chill tom she wanted it." bill said while smirking "oh fuck off! she didn't want either of us so top it off she wouldn't have fucked you." tom said "are u serious? she's just a girl we saw there isn't anything special about her."

"bill what the fuck so that date didn't mean anything to you?" i said

"so what if it did?" bill said, my heart dropped..
"i-i thought we had something?.." i said tears rolling down my face. "oh shut up!" bill said tom pushed bill and took my hand

"why did you go on a date with him." tom said angrily "tom he seemed like he wanted me but i didn't know he would end up like this." i said tears ran down my cold skin. tom didn't say anything he jus ignored me and letted go of my hand as he walked over to bill

"you were better than this." tom quietly said to bill as he walks off, god they acted like children "lizzie im sor-"
"oh fuck of!" i said walking off while my heart sank knowing bill just played me so he could just fuck me.

4 hours pass and i just sat in my bed thinking of what i would've been doing if i never got token and kidnapped by the kaulitz twins. i sat in slience worrying about alice.

i suddenly heard a knock on the door "come in." i said waiting for that door to open expecting bill to apologize in a better way
"hey liz." tom said making his way to me
"hey tom" i said with no emotion

"you doing a lot better? i spoke to bill but he couldn't care otherwise he just locked himself in his room probably fucking some random girl." tom said "i am... it's just bill i thought he would've atleast apologized in a way i could accept but its fine."

"if you need anyone i'm here." tom said putting his hand on my back and patting it "tom your honestly very kind and i never thought you would be like this." i said giving him a gentle smile

[ TOMS POV ]
god she's so pretty with her beautiful blue eyes, her blonde messy hair in a ponytail and her clear skin and they way she looked made me blush. no girl never made me feel like this before. other than the girls i've fucked they were all so dry and never had the humor i needed and the kindness elizabeth shared to me as her cherry pink lips moved and they way she talks... it's so angelic i felt like she was the one for me she i knew i loved her but it's complicated i know she doesn't trust me yet since bill acted like a total jerk which definitely made all her trust disappear for anyone but i just listened to her as she tells me about her sister god i wanted to kiss her so badly but i knew it was the right time yet so all i did was admire her looks as she looked talked at me.
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[ ELIZABETHS POV ]
i knew somewhere in toms heart he was kind i just couldn't prove it yet since bill made me lose all my trust for anyone. i talked about my sister alice and how she was the one who mostly took care of me as i grew older since both my parents always argued and never had time for me and alice.

just looking at toms soft brown eyes made me feel safe it's just his twin brother that annoyed me, i decided to ask him about his past.

"tom what was your childhood like?" i wondered waiting for his answer. "it was great me and bill didn't have the best but i knew it was better than any childhood since my dad was abusive towards my mom and me and bill hardly had friends." tom said while looking sad "aww come here." i have tom a hug and let him rest on my chest as his tears ran down my skin

"let it out." tom cried but i knew he was strong so i just let him cry "elizabeth i dont know i'd do without you." tom said, he was the sweetest.

"tom you mean alot to me" i hugged him then he gave me a gentle kiss as both of our lips collided. he was so gentle with me and i loved it. i kissed him back i didn't want to have sex with him yet since i was only a collage student.

"do you wanna?" he said looking at me "tom i-"
he kissed me heavily and i knew at that moment i had to give up and i kissed him back
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AUTHORS NOTE:
HELLO PEOPLE I CANT UPLOAD A CHAPTER FOR A FEW DAYS SINCE SCHOOL STATTS TOMORROW AND IM WORKING ON ANOTHER STORY SO I MIGHT RELEASE ONE TOMORROW OR THE NEXT DAY. I HOPE YOU ALL UNDERSTAND MWAH ILY BYE !! 🤍

(the new story i'm working on is called "my tom kaulitz, check out my page to see it !!)

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