a kaulitz's target

slutty girl

i covered my mouth shocked by all the pictures and informations he had of me. i knew he was a crazy but why me? why all my informations on a fucking shoe box? i scoffed and closed it i placed it back under his bed.

i wiped my forehead and tucked my hair behind my ears and left his room.

i knew i shouldn't freak out about this, this wasn't supposed to be a big deal but for some reason something inside me told me it was.

i shook it off and went downstairs to my bedroom again and plopped my self down the bed. i layed down and close my eyes. and slept

NEXT MORNING

i woke up shivering, it was so cold i realized someone turned the heater off it was so cold i swear i almost froze to death but greatly i had the blankets covering me but it was still cold?

i got up, the floors were ice cold! i tip toed until i reached the door opening it slightly i took a glance and turned off the heater. i smiled and stretched my arms taking a deep breath

i hope i wont experience anything crazy today! i said to myself walking back in my room to change.

i grabbed some low rise jeans and a long sleeve white shirt that showed my waist and a star necklace on my neck.

i went to the bathroom and quickly washed my face and wiped it with a towel. i placed some lotion on my face to keep it soft and went out the bathroom and closed it also my bedroom door to go downstairs.

no one was home except tom "where's everyone?" i asked tomwalking towards him "they left." tom coldly said i saw him slowly manspread.. i rolled my eyes and sat at the end away from him.

i saw my bra laces slowly run down my shoulders i slowly brought my top down a little,
i clasped my laces slowly and i turned my head to tom slightly and saw him stare very hard with a small smirk.

i ignored him and continued clasped my bra, i finished and crossed my legs i noticed how tom kept zooming down my chest as i noticed i tighten the laces to tight it made my breasts looked like soccer balls.

"ugh" i whispered to my self and ignored it cause i didn't give a fuck anyways "you know i'm still mad you so stop staring pervert." i yelled making him stop staring.

"what did i do?" his brows frowned

"you know what you did." i coldly said crossing my arms, tom scoffed "you fucking raped me." i screamed making him turn to me "i know i did." he said lowering his head down

"look i don't know what happened to me but it wasn't my fault something or someone inside me told me and forced me okay! i tried to stop me i really did!!" tom shouted putting both his hands on the back of his head.

i inhaled slowly walking slowly to him and sat next to him "tom you raped me okay. i will try every best of me to forgive you but i know i could never forgive that person that figure who told you so." i said exhaling and placed my hand on his back slowly rubbing it.

"i would do anything for you to fully forgive me." tom replied wrapping his arms around me pulling me into a tight but loving hug.

i placed my two arms on his back hugging him softly "you don't have too tom.." i sighed and pushed him a little to face him

i saw toms eyes slowly tear up "don't cry tom." i said putting my thumb on his eyes rubbing it clean. tom took my hand and kissed it "i'm really fucking sorry" tom said i knew he was guilty and what he did was awful but i had no idea what to do so i his forgave him.

i smiled and i hugged him "it's okay alright." i said shushing him i saw his mouth curve into a smile "your okay now?" i chuckled "i guess so." tom smiled with his teeth and hugged me

but one thing roamed my head.. the pictures the information everything in that shoe box what was it?

i didn't have the dignity to ask him yet since i just forgave him so i just went back in my room finding something to do.

my room was life my best friend i was in it 24/7 every-time i go in my room i feel safe i always loved my room it wasn't my fully full real room but it was mine so i loved every room given to me, as long as i was alone then i would love it

i grabbed a magazine and flipped pages through pages and saw many types of models? brands and many more, a few minutes passed i was still bored.

i sighed and decided to hang out with tom since i was bored and i thought to myself that maybe tom was bored to!

i walked upstairs to his room and as i grabbed the handle i heard grunts and moans from tom and a woman's moans..

then i realized tom was having sex. i wanted to throw up. i felt sad since i had no one to hang out with, the moans grew louder and louder to the point the bed shook i got scared and tip toed downstairs hopping no one heard me

i scratched the back of my head as i got down to the living room, i was bored and no one was home except tom and his little new slut to fuck

it annoyed me i mean i wasn't jealous or anything i just got annoyed how everyday he had a new girl in his room every day. i mena by every day EVERY DAY

i plopped down to the sofa and turned on the tv and scrolled down to find some good movies to watch. i decided to watch twilight since i felt lonely and i had no one

i sat and rested my head on the edges of the back sofa to watch it even better, i had a pillow in my arms hugging it tightly damn i was that lonely and single? i chuckled and kept on watching

- TIME SKIP - [ after movie ]

i looked at the clock and it was 4pm. damn i watched all the movies in 8 hours? i said signing i was surprised tom and his new chick still hadn't came down yet. i didn't care much
honestly

i turned off the tv and fixed the sofa a little and went upstairs as i stretched my back from the sitting all morning, i yawned and got to my room but i heard some noises.

it wasn't moaning thankfully. i heard staircases creaking i knew it was tom and his chick i went and hid on the side of the staircase where no one saw me and i ducked down looking up.

"is no one home?" a girls voice asked "yeah just my little friend.." i heard tom say inhaling deeply. "okay good, when's great again?" the girl said as they stopped which i thought they were down now.

"next Friday?" tom replied with an unsure tone "okay great!" the girl slutty said i rolled my eyes as i heard her heels tap on the wooden floor as they both got out the house.

such animals.