a kaulitz's target

confronted

i threw the piles of notes and boxes on the floor and grabbing the only ones i read keeping some.

i ran holding my tears back.

all those memories we shared just meant nothing? my heart shattered.

i got in my seat trying to breathe from breathing heavily from holding my tears

i eventually let them all out on my way home trying not to just burst out screaming.

my hands gripped tightly and roughly on the stirring wheel trying my best to not crash.

first it was my mom second my alice and third the boy i trusted with my whole life?
i just couldn't anymore.

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i skipped through the house looking for where bill was. "yo elizabeth you alright?" gustav said "not right now gustavy" i said not caring

he just nodded and i sped up the stairs

i knocked on bills door 2 times banging heavily.

i opened it seeing bill sleeping peacefully on his bed, i tip toed slowly and patted his head "wake up." i said coldly

"elizabeth?" he said whimpering and stopf up gently "i know the truth." i said placing my heads off his head looking down "what do you mea-" then he stopped to think realizing what i had just said.

he turned to me with guilt filled in his teary eyes formed.

"i-i-i'm sorry.." he said quietly placing his cold hands on my shoulder, i shook my shoulder standing up fully.

"why did you do that?" i said
"you were the reason i was brought here."
"you were the reason my sister is dead."

i said, he shook his head teary flowing down his face. "elizabeth i- I DIDNT MEAN TO!" he said shouting trying not to burst

"bill.. you killed her. shes dead. she didn't kill her self. she was alive. but then you killed her?.." i said backing out

"elizabeth i just. wanted too." he said standing up touching my shoulders "please let go of me." i said pushing his dirty hands off me

"i always thought it was you i really fucking did. but you killed my own sister." my hands shivered seeing his guilty face slowly tuen into anger

"elizabeth but i did. it. for you!!" he yelled "i did. this all for us." he screamed punching the wall making a big hole.

i heard footsteps coming up the stairs i heard banging on the door untill it busted open eith gustav, georg and tom

"whats happening??" georg screamed pulling me while tom held bill back as gustav and gabby stood there

"h-he-he killed alice! my sister!" i screamed at him making him turn cold

"i did it for you!" bill spat making me sigh heavily. the boys turned to bill "bill is that true?" tom said walking towards him.

"i'm s-s-sorry" bill said with guilt in his tone
i shook my head moving my leg towards to the door.

he screamed begging i couldn't do anything, deep down i wanted to forgive him but someone else inside me is telling me i shouldn't

i sighed heavily and told the boys to leave "you sure?" tom said placing his hand on my shoulder. "i am" holding up his chin, he nodded and as the boys left i slowly walked over to bill

his face was covered in salty tears, i took my thump up and wiped his tears off, "i don't know what fucking happened." he said sobbing, i patted his back and leaned over to his ear "tell me what happened" i softly said

"s-s-she was going to kill herself, she was on a high rooftop.. i saw her standing there her arms swang i was going to save her until she said something.."

"bill, oh bill, you are the reason elizabeth is been through this hell. YOUR THE REASON SHES BEEN FUCKING RAPED!"

then the gun shot fired in her heart.

my heart dropped, i felt tears flowing down my skin as i breathed heavily making myself calm down. "why did you do it" i said

"i-i i don't know.." he said feeling disappointed

"shh.." i said shushing him holding his hands as i kissed his cheek.

"it's okay calm down." i said pulling him into a hug, he hugged me back tightly he smiled and held my chin up.

he gently kissed me and i kissed back.

i slowly pulled back and opened my mouth to speak, "we can't be together.." i mumbled quietly as i felt tears roam

"w-w-what?" he said sniffing up trying not to sob to hard, "bill what you did was wrong and i'm trying to forgive you but, we can't be together no matter how much you beg what you do i'm sorry i cant just be with the man who killed my sister.." i whispered, he sobbed louder falling into my arms crying like a baby

i shushed him and patted his head trying to calm him down "bill please calm down" i said a little annoyed now.

"s-s-sorry" he said stuttering "i'm gonna go downstairs if your done come to me." i said kissing his forehead and left.

i saw tom seating on the couch waiting for me. "what happened?" he asked very concerned "bill killed my sister when she was about to commit but he said that he went crazy and someone or something did that." i said sighing

"fuck i'm sorry." tom said pulling me into a big hug "did you forgive him?" he said "oh i wish i did, he gave me so much memories and i haven't decided yet." i said looking down at the flooring  

"it's up to you love." tom said rubbing my hair

"well it's just hard i lost my sister and i lost the boy who gave me so much joy?" i scoffed. "don't worry you made me happy to" i reassured him

"i know it's a lot to carry on but bill has a sickness where he goes crazy sometimes so i hope one day you'll forgive him." he said standing up to go to bills room

i didn't know what to do.