Black Veil Brides: A Secret Crisis **In Editing**

Chapter 6

*3 weeks later, my thoughts and recent events*

I could now move around better and the bruises on my stomach were disappearing. They were still slightly visible but not nearly as bad. My dad had contacted me a few times and he said some not-so-nice things to me. They were bad enough that I 'went to bed' and instead I just laid under the covers, cutting and silently crying. Andy doesn't think I have and knives or razors, so he doesn't check my arms. And you know how I covered my hands with my sleeves, well Andy thinks its just a habit I have from when I cut to hide the scars so he doesn't think anything of it. But he should. I feel bad that I'm deceiving him like this. He thinks that my depression is getting better, that I have stopped cutting. But it isn't, I haven't. The only thing he is aware of now is my anorexia. I have told him the story of how my dad has been beating me since I was about 9 or 10 years old....I was in tears by the end of the story of the past 8 years of my life. If they weren't there I would have started cutting again. The only thing I didn't tell them my dad did....I am a mom. Thats right. When I was 8 he raped me and got me pregnant. I got an abortion and I almost died during during delivery. My parents didn't care. They just scolded me. Then, when I was 13 he left me alone out on the streets on a rainy night and I was taken into an alley by a man who told me he knew my father. I stupidly trusted him and he raped me. I went to the hospital and got an abortion again a month later using my mom's banking account to pay for it. Then, when the baby bump was noticeable, I used my mom's account again and had a C-Section. So, no one knows this. Only me, myself and I. It doesn't matter how close you could be to me, I will never tell you my darkest secret.

*Current time*

I was laying in bed next to Andy and my phone went off, ringing loudly even though I thought I put it on vibrate. I quickly and quietly jumped out of bed and grabbed my phone, answering without looking at the caller ID.

"Hello?"

"Hey baby. I know its early, but, please come outside. I want to talk to you face-to-face. And if you don't come outside, I have a gun so I will break in and kill your precious boyfriends. So meet you outside babe. Oh, bring your shit, I'm taking you home and if your try to fight me, I'll kill you and them."

The line went dead and I scrambled around quietly looking for a piece of paper and pencil. I found the notebook I used to write in. It was nearly full. I wrote in it quickly

"Guys, Mike made a surprise visit. He said he has a gun and if I don't do what he says he will kill me and you guys. He said to go outside and bring my shit because he's taking me home. Please don't come after me. If I never see you guys again, I'm so sorry for lying to you guys. I still had knives hidden"

Then I erased the last sentence and instead wrote

"I am scared. But please please please do not come after me, he will kill me or you or all of us."

I dated it and put a time. I was crying and as I looked over the note one last time, a few tears fell on the paper, leaving permanent water marks. The last thing they would have of me. I grabbed my suitcase and walked outside, leaving the notebook on the table along with my pencil. I walked outside into the chill morning air and I looked around. Mike was outside leaning on Andy's car.

His was parked along side it and he said "Good I thought I would have to kill them. Get in my car babe."

I looked at him and slowly walked over to his car and opened the door. I got in and he started it then drove away. I looked out the window, crying. What will happen when I go back. He will beat me until I'm dead. I will be held prisoner. I won't be fed-not that I eat now-. I will be locked in my room. I cried and Mike put a hand on my thigh. I didn't look at him. Instead I closed my eyes and tried remembering the short time I had with Andy, Jinxx, CC, Ashley and Jake. I smiled at the thought and drifted off to sleeping, thinking of them, Andy the most.