...I forgive you

What They Don't Tell You

What they certainly don't tell you about love is that it hurts like hell, they only ever tell you about the fluttery and beautiful feeling that love gives you at first. Both Crowley and Aziraphale had felt this feeling before but now it hurt, it hurt like hell. The look on both there faces said it all.

Crowley surprisingly was the first to talk, he was definitely angry and from Aziraphale point of view this was either going to turn out terribly and or maybe, possibly, good. Aziraphale listened closely as Crowley spoke making sure not to miss a single word. " So, your back then I suppose? Books, snacks... What are you back here on earth for! "

There was anger in Crowley's voice along with grief, and sadness. Aziraphale gave a soft sigh before they started to talk " I... I came back.... I was, I was wrong!.... "
Aziraphale said in a slight nervous sounding yell as they fidgeted a tad with they're own hands and looked from a nearby shelf back to Crowley breathing sort of heavily just like when they had argued last.

Crowley didn't exactly lighten up at Aziraphale's words and instead started to yell yet again.
" You came back? No apology?! No note or anything not even a call?! While I've been freaking out for the past month drinking my self to oblivion?! I thought you had left me forever! "
Crowley said he seemed to be at the brink of tears but the tears didn't seem to come, he had cried enough within the past month that it seemed the tears just didn't want to come down.

Aziraphale kept his gaze on Crowley moving his hands around a bit as if he was gaining the confidence to say something, after about a minute he started to talk his voice was sort of high pitched now from his emotions building so much just within the past few minutes.
" What was I supposed to say Crowley! I had only just gotten back now but what was I supposed to say! Oh I'm so sorry that I left I'm back now I'm finally back just out of the blue ready to do whatever you want me to do, ready to do the sorry dance! You told me not to bother with you when you left anyways, so it just would've been a waste of words... You don't want me back and I know it.. It's probably already to late..... "
Aziraphale said, after he had finished yelling his voice turned to a soft tone and he had stuttered a bit on some of the words tears forming in his own eyes.

Aziraphale could start crying at any moment it seemed his words had held so much emotion. Crowley's expression hadn't changed it seemed in Aziraphale's eyes, but it in fact did change Crowley had so much emotion and it was all shown in his eyes.
Crowley nodded and took a deep breath in before he started to talk.

" You are.... You are to late, to late for me to forgive you for leaving.. But I.... I, you, your back now, it's better than never...Angel...... I.. I forgive you, I don't want too forgive you yet but, but I do Aziraphale... I forgive you angel. "
Crowley said it seemed that now that he had said this he could finally cry. Tears started to stream down his face, just one or two. After a second he took off his glasses to officially look at Aziraphale, to officially look into Aziraphale's eyes showing off the emotions within them.