...I forgive you

This Is Us Pt. 1

"Oh Crowley..."
As Crowley started to sob more Aziraphale would hug onto them tightly unsure of what he should do, but he wanted to comfort Crowley best as he could. Aziraphale was unawares of the fact that Crowley could have been crying happily. Aziraphale had only assumed that Crowley was crying sadly.

"I'm fine.."
Crowley sniffled and wiped tears from his face, lifting the glasses further up his face soon deciding to just take them off and hold onto them in one hand. He looked at Aziraphale they're face lit up so bright it could remind Aziraphale of past events. Of when he had started up the universe, his smile almost as bright as it had been on that day. It looked as though he was looking at one of his stars, but it wasn't a star. It was Aziraphale, Aziraphale was his star.

Aziraphale pulled out of the hug just a tad, still his hands were wrapped around Crowley, but now he could actually look at the demon, the fallen angel. He was no longer worried for Crowley now that he saw how happy Crowley was, he saw the look on Crowley's face and a soft, loving smile spread on his face.

"I know that.. You were trying to make me happy by offering to turn me back into.... The angel I once was, angel, don't get me wrong I would love to see my stars again but, that's not who I am now. I don't need my stars. I just need you, you are what makes me happy, you are the true reason why I am happy angel.. "
Crowley said his smile widening as he stared into Aziraphale's star pupiled eyes, his eyes wide in all they're yellow serpent glory.

Aziraphale, was unknowing of what to say or do in this moment. He had read most of all the books ever created in the world, knew every language, knew almost every world in every dictionary but he couldn't come up with the words to make up a reply to Crowley. He wasn't like Crowley, he couldn't explain things like they could. He had no idea to to explain love like Crowley had just done for him. So in his moment of soft panic he for the first time kissed Crowley first, it wasn't Crowley kissing him this time. He was on the verge of happy tears as Crowley had been crying just moments before.

Crowley for a moment was surprised by the kiss but quickly embraced it. He gently kissed back though he slightly added an little more roughness to it as he placed his hands around Aziraphale. This was it, this was the moment he had been waiting, and hoping for all along, this is what he had always wanted, since the start, he had always wanted Aziraphale.