Just a quick fuck

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Aria POV(2 months ltr)
I fucking messed up,I fucking hurt her because of Beatrix.

When I finally found Beatrix she just came out of coma and only remember few things,the doctors said she was pregnant and they deliver the baby while she was comatized with the consent of a friend,who no one FUCKING knows.

Anita,is the name of the baby,who looks nothing like me but Beatrix claim she is our baby.I do beleive her cause I love her so damm much...at least I think so.

Fatmata,got a restraining order on me and resigned.She means the world to me,but Beatrix is my universe.

I know I am totally wrong for playing with her feelings,but what's done is done.

Sun...Babe I am leaving with Anita to get the groceries,we'll be back soon.

Ok Love,Stay safe.

Anita is a calm and smart kid,I really do hope she is mine.I am definitely not going to the supermarket to buy groceries,I am going to the hospital to do a DNA test with Anita.She is 8 for God's sake,I know I loved fucking Beatric back then but I am sure I used Condom always.

Momma,I love you so much

I love you too Anita.

I kiss her tiny cheeks and drive to the hospital.

We arrive at the hospital and walk to the front desk

I am here to see Doctor Josh I say to her.

He is in the theater room,but will be out soon.

Ok Thanks.

We sit down on the chairs

Momma,Am I sick?

No,you are not sick Dear,we are just here to see Uncle Josh

Yahhhhh...he promised me cookies and an ipad,I can't wait to see him.

Neither can I,Dear

We waited for few minutes,Josh come out of the theater room with a smile on his face.I guess it was a successful operation.

UNCLE JOSHHHHH,Anita squeals and run towards Josh,but mistakenly run into a pregnant woman.

Josh save the lady before she could fall down.

Thank Goodness.

The lady turn around and look at Anita....Sunshine..I call out to her.
My Sunshine is really here.

She flinchs, before looking into my eyes,with an emotionless expression.

Her eyes travels to Anita,who runs in to my hands in a haste.

Fatmata wraps her right hand securely on her belly.

Heya Fatmata,sorry about that,you know how children can be..Clumsy and all.

It's ok Josh,Thanks for saving me,I'll be leaving now.

She walks past me and head outside the hospital without even giving me a glance.OUCHH.

I hurriedly hand Anita to Josh,before chasing Fatmata outside.

SUNSHINE I call her as she was about to open her car.

She turns around and look at me with pure hate and disgust.

I AM SO FUCKING SORRY SUNSHINE.
I WISH I COULD REWIND TIME AND DO THE RIGHT THING...

Aria,the next time you come close to me again,I will get you arrested.If you do not know WHAT A RESTRAINING ORDER IS...FUCKING GOOGLE IT AND LEAVE ME ALONE.

Please forgive me Sunshine,I would make everything right........and I know I AM THE FATHER OF THE CHILD YOU ARE CARRYING.

YOU MUST BE SO FUCKING MAD ARIA,I SWEAR TO ANYTHING IN THIS WORLD.IF THIS CHILD IS YOURS.I WOULD HAVE DONE AN ABORTION THE MOMENT I FOUND OUT.

She said these words and left in her car.

Her words hurt me deeply,it feels like someone is passing a knife through my heart.IT FUCKING HURTS.

I go inside the hospital,Josh give me a sad look.

Aria,please leave her alone,she is in a very delicate condition.

I am not blind Josh,I can see that ok?..I angrily said to him.

Ok Aria,you lost a gem and go for that filthy stone.

I glare at him and carry Anita to his office.I have already informed him about this whole thing.

He quietly take some of her hair,while she was distracted and took mine too.

In two weeks time,the result would be available.

Thanks Josh.

Don't bother Rya,I got you.

Jossyyyy,where is my chocolate and i pad.

Oh You Tiny Brat,I would visit you during the weekend and bring them for you.ok?

Ok Josssssyyyyy.

I sit down quietly and listen to their mindless banter.

My mind is solely on Sunshine and her pregnancy,she can't possibly be carrying someone else's child.

She would forever be MINE,no matter what.

I foolishly dial her mom's number,since Fatmata has blocked me.After trying her number several times,she didn't answer.

Anita,it's time to go now

Nooooo Momma,I want to stay with Jossy...pwease...I miss him.

She gives me those cute eyes,,which I NEARLY fall for.

Nita,I am working now but I'll be there on Friday.Ok Brat?

You promise Jossy?

I do Brat,now go with Momma Bear.

I stare at him,Josh and Anita just laugh at me like I am some clown.

They said there goodbye and I give him a short bro hug.

When we leave the hospital,I hurriedly buy some groceries and drive us home.

The house is empty when we get home,Beatrix is nowhere to be seen.

I dial her number sevralal times but she didn't answer my calls.

I call Dija,asking her if she knows where she is,but she has no clue.

If she disappears again,for no good reason,I'll let her be this time.

I am highly dependent on her,she is all that I need but Beatrix does not respect our relationship,FUCK THE COMA SHIT,SHE HAS A SECRET THAT SHE IS HIDING FROM ME AND I WILL FIND OUT, EVEN IF IT'S THE LAST THING I DO.

Anita's age confuses me to the highest peak,Beatrix went missing just for six years,while Anita is eight years old.How is it possible,that she is my child. Come to think of it,Beatrix behaved strangely before her disappearance................................................................................................................

It's now 10 pm,I have already put Anita to bed.

Beatrix,is still not home.

Feeling sleepy,I close my eyes and sleep on the sofa.

Please God,let her don't cheat on me this time,IT WOULD FUCKING DESTROY ME.

Love you Mon Puchus🥰

Stay Rainbow🌈