Just a quick fuck

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Fatmata POV
Waking up,I hurriedly walk to the toilet and vomit whatever I had yesterday in the sink.

I really do hate morning sickness,after doing my morning routine

Coming out of the toilet,I see Aria sleeping like a baby.

How wonderful(pls note the sacarsm)

After breaking my heart into pieces over and over again.

She is now sleeping peacefully.

Thinking about her betrayal is giving me a headache now,so i'm just going to go out for a run,and clear my mind

I put on a breast catcher,you know those brazzers that adjust to whatever size of boobs.

That's what I call them BREAST CATCHER.

They really help in putting my huge boobs in their place.

Pregnancy really changes your body,but it's all worth it in the end.

Putting on the trainer's stretch trousers is a bit of a work right now,since my huge tummy is taking a whole lot of space and blocking my view.

Good morning Sunshine,give me a minute,I just need to empty my bladder.

The devil is awake and looking quite innocent and sexy.

Guess i'll have to tell her my new decision.

Feeling two hard but protective hands around my stomach,stop my racing thoughts.

We are having a staring competition through the mirror.

Aria,there is something i need to tell you,

Moving away from her embrace,i sit on the bed,holding my phone in my hands,careless moving it around.

I hope everything is ok Sunshine

Is everything ok?

Everything is great actually,I just want us to coparent,our relationship is not the ideal relationship,and i don't want it to affect our children

What are you even saying?

Is it something I did for you to suggest coparenting or is it something you did?...she asked ending her questions with raised brows

Hmmm...through out our dysfunctional situationship,I'm the one that continously get hurt,I truly loved you.

Betraying you was an impossible thought for me.

I gave you all of me,and you totally wrecked me.

My kids are my priority now,I don't need your fake love anymore.

Yesterday,I called you,and i think you mistakenly tap the accept icon

Fortunately,I heard your conversation with Josh.

Hugging and Kissing her.

Am i not enough for you Aria?

Did you ever love me?

Will you ever move on from her?

Is there something wrong with me?

Does my skin colour displease you?

Or is it my age?

Feeling wet drops on my hands,I let out a tiny scoff,cause I didn't even know I am crying.

Beatrix is a very lucky woman,I sometimes wish I was her,maybe you would have love me the way you love her.

So,Yes,I'm finally giving up on us,WE ARE OVER.