COLD CEO & HIS HUSBAND ✔️

CHAPTER 32

Mr .Jeon patted Jungkook's back in comfort. But soon the younger just pushed him away and made a distance between both of them.

Mr.Jeon was confused by this action of his son.
" Son? "

" No , don't call me son dad , just don't why am I even telling all this to you, you don't even care for me in the first place dad, you don't trust your own son dad , the only one cared for me truly was Jin , I was so blind I wasn't able to see it and ended up hurting him beyond anything, I am so stupid* sob " Jungkook said as he cried out aloud.

" Jungkook, son

" Jungkook, listen to me,son I " Mr . Jeon tried to place his hands on Jungkook's shoulder but the younger back down.

" What's there to listen dad, you calling me useless again, you calling me worthless or you blaming me for everything, what dad? What do you want to say now, whatever it is, I am not listen to it , I just know I lost the most peer person in my life that too because of my own mistake " Jungkook said and cried but then he looked at his dad .

Mr.Jeon looked back at his son and he could sense the furiousness and anger for himself in his son's eyes.

" Dad, it's your fault* sob * it's your fault that I became like this " He cried.

" Jungkook? Son calm down please " Mr.Jeon tried to pull him in a comforting hug but Jungkook was in no mood of that.

" You made me like this, dad* sob* you , since childhood you gave me everything,every toy , every book, every gadget but  except the one thing I was yearning for the most. " He cried.

" I always wanted your love, I always wanted your attention but you avoided me like a disease,  secretly blaming me for mom's death and don't even bother to deny it dad*sob"

Mr.Jeon bit his lips. It is the truth and he is to blame, he neglected his own child due to his pain and blamed him. It's his fault.

" I wish that day instead of mom* sob i should have died sob* Then you might be happy" Jungkook said

" Jungkook!! No" Mr.Jeon said as his heart broke when listening to his child's words. Feeling extremely guilty of what he did to his own son.

"I always did good in class just so you could give me a little priase, a little attention but no all of it was useless. When I started acting like bad guy that was the only time you gave me attention by your scoldings and all your harsh words dad, you never ever trusted me, when I was in university,you listened to everyone except*sob me " Jungkook said with crying voice.

" Do you know how alone I felt* sob* I had no one, not even you, my own dad showed any trust and care then how I am not suppose to be like this so desparate, so thirsty for a little love? a little care? a little trust, tell me dad, tell me * sob, I was so pathetic that the very first person who showed me some amount of care, I was pulled towards him like a magnet, without even knowing whether he is good or not I just trusted him blindly commiting the biggest mistake of my life" Jungkook broke down crying.

" And because of that * sob now I am suffering because the one person who really cared, I lost him* sob* I lost him dad , I hate myself now,why did I went with Hwan, I hate myself, I hate everything, I hate everyone except Jin, I just want Jin dad, I just want him, what should I do now * sob* Jungkook said pulling his hairs harshly in anger and pain he was feeling towards himself.

Then he looked up again at his dad who was looking back at him with guilt and concern in his eyes.

Jungkook let out a chuckle
" You still aren't trusting me right? You still think I am all saying nonsense right dad? "