CHAPTER 38

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As the door bell rang again Jin finally realised what he just did and immideatly started curing himself.

" Shit,what the heck I just did? I just forced myself on him , now he would think I am a monster, why Jin ? Why do you have to do this" Jin thought to himself as he assumed the younger might have hated it so much. If he only knew.

" Jungkook" Jin called

" Jin" The younger one look at Jin who wasn't able to look at his eyes .

" We shouldn't do this, it's wrong." Jin said in a meek voice.

" What are you trying to say Jin? " Jungkook asked perplexed.

" This is utterly wrong, I am so sorry that I got carried away in my emotions and practically forced myself on you. This " Jin looked at the Jungkook and then the purple mark on his neck. " This is supposed to be a mistake" Jin said.

Jungkook frowned at that ,he hesitantly asked Jin
" Do you regret it? "

Jin looked at the younger, if he is being honest, then no damn, it felt so magical having younger melting in his arms when he marked him, the beautiful sound he made, but problem here is
" I should have controlled myself, I shouldn't have forced you like this when you don't feel anything for me ,when we literally are gonna get divorced tommorow "  Jin thought to himself.

To answer the younger question, Jin took a deep exhale as he nodded his head.
" Yes" He whispered. " Yes , I regret it."

Jungkook looked at Jin as the joy inside his heart took a fast bolt towards burning and all the happiness from earlier vanished into the wind, like it never existed.

He sensed it, Jin was really regretting, he was seriously about it and it broke him more.
" Am I that undesirable to you Jin that you regret it so much" Was going inside his mind.

" Why would you do that? " Jungkook asked in whispered tone trying to hide his sob.

Jin heard it though, but he didn't answered, what he is supposed to tell that Jungkook looked so damn pretty that he couldn't just controlled himself, he let his emotions take control over his rational mind and forced himself on the younger. He is so ashamed of his own actions.

Jungkook looked at Jin's eyes straight
" If you were gonna regret it so much why would you even do that " He said as a sob finally escaped his mouth.

" I am sorry" Is all Jin could say as he thought " He will be angry of course, I just did that to him without his consent."

" You are sorry? " Jungkook asked bitterly
" If you are gonna be sorry for it then make sure you won't come closer to me after this " " Because I don't want to get my hope up just to listen that you regret it because you shouldn't, you shouldn't regret it Jin " The words remained unsaid.

" I won't" Jin said . " He must have hated it so much that he is crying, why did I do it, ughh "

Jungkook then remembered his friend is still outside his house waiting for him.
" Move aside " He said and the elder obyed.

They both ignored each other presence as if they don't even exist for each other.

Jungkook went towards the vanity area looked in the mirror . There was big purple hickey on his neck, its crazy how his happiness got crushed in seconds and this mark will be a reminder that about how he is so undesirable for few days.

He sighed to himself, he can't go in front of Mingyu with this mark, so took out his hoodie and pants from the closet and went to the bathroom to get changed.

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