riah
Asylum
New Orleans⭐️
I was now on my 34th question about the world outside of the asylum n tbh moe life seem to be chill from what she was telling me .
" Rihanna , Rihanna , mmch man RIHANNA" was all I heard snappin me out my thoughts and bringing my attention back to her .
"What u was saying, mb I was in my head" I simply said .
"You was asking me about ihop" she replied .
"Ohhh yeah! I was asking was do they always serve breakfast or other foods bc I only see the commercial on the tv in the play room , I've always wanted to try it since then!" I said as my mouth watered .
she didn't say anything she just stood up n took all of her stuff with her leaving the room without saying a word to me .
"Told you she ain't want yo ugly ass" ari said
"YO SHUT TF UP" I screamed back
She just laughed in my face as I sat there n started to cry
"look at you weak asf n lonely , you wanted her to touch you huh"
"Man I said shut the fuck up foe I kill both of us" I said holding a razor blade I hid to my wrist
"Bitch you finna kill yoself cs you handle truth" she snickered
I threw the blade across the floor n started banging my head against the wall asking myself "why me?" Repeatedly
ari laughing got louder n I couldn't take it no more so as a reflex I threw my hands over my ears n started screaming
"MAKE IT STOP , MAKE IT STOP , PLEASE MAKE IT STOP!!" i started rocking myself back n forthI hadn't noticed that I was crying really badly , I started wheezing for air n it got black..
I JUST WANTED IT TO STOP!