DISCLAIMER THIS CHAPTER CONTAIN SELF HARM N RAPE DO NOT READ IF NOT COMFORTABLE!⚠️‼️ it wouldn't let me change the song💔👎🏾
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riah Asylum New Orleans
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I been ignoring moe a lot since I got to the asylum after the hospital I'm just over the whole situation atp .
she came around the end of the day for my last checkup n I'd be lying if I say I didn't miss her but I can't show it tho .
she took her had of the door n I seen she had changed her nails n her outfit looked REAL good .
her nails were long black a lil hint of white n some silver charms while her outfot was cute n khaki like .
so a white sweater a khaki vest over it n so cargo pants with some matching 4s to put it all together .
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I continued to stare until she cleared her throat then said "u done staring" and rolled her eyes .
"well bitch excuse you but u can happily walk yo ass up out my room" I yelled
she got up up her seat n stood there staring at me liked I was crazy or sum .
"Yk yo as ain't even worth it anyways, fuck you riah" she yelled back
wtf did I even do to ha she just came in with an attitude now she calling me riah , she must not remember that ass whooping at the hospital huh .
"Wtf did u just call me" I said
"You heard me the first time , i said r-i-a- .." she couldn't even finish bc I had slapped tf outta her
"You must wanna second ass whooping" I told her
She just got her stuff n stormed out the door n I followed behind her stoping in the hallway n yelling out "MONICE REAL LIFE FUCK YOU"
I started to tear up until I was non stop crying in the middle of the hallway
nurse Mel saw what happened and helped me up n back into my room , it was around 7 so it was kinda dark outside
I walked in the room n went straight to my bed and layed there looking up at the ceiling with so many thoughts wondering my brain but only one caught me , why am I crying?
i was pulled out of my thinking by a cold hand touching my thigh
It was Mel rubbing my thigh up n down staring at me
i sat up and asked was she alright bc she was making me a lil uncomfortable
"w-why are u touching me" I asked
"Oh mb I just thought you would want somebody with while your feelin like this n all yk" she replied
"Oh well it's fine u can leave, I'm fine now but thanks" I said dismissing her
"Orr how about u just relax n let me take care of you it's no need to be crying over a bitch who you don't even know" she said still rubbing my thigh getting a lil to close to my Yk area
"I'm fine , just go" I said calmly
I tried to remove her hand but she grabbed my wrist n squeezed my thigh hard making me bite my lip hard bc her nail are now breaking skin
"wtf are you doin Mel!?" I semi yelled
"Trying to put you in a good mood n make u happy" she smirked
"Ik about your little secret but we can keep it if you don't want your little gfn to find out do we?" She said
"Wait what , just pleases leave me alone I wanna be alone" I pleaded while crying agin
a lil back story when I first got nurse Mel as my nurse I didn't like her n still don't but I was sexually frustrated so I used her to fix the problem but she never used to touch me I would just do things to her n that was it but I then stopped bc I felt disgusted n she started to grow a lil smell down there .
back to the story now
she pulled at my sweats n got them down to my ankles while I'm still struggling to get out her grip , she pulled my boxers down now exposing innocence to herself
i feel so violated n disgusted with myself I just want her to stop , I really don't understand why she's doin this knowing I'm vulnerable rn
she starts taking of her pants along with her panties and positioned herself on top of me n starting pleasing herself while I just layed there crying my eyes out I can't even call foe help bc all the staff had gone home by now
she got off me and put her mouth on me whiched gained a moan from me not from me enjoying it but it's a natural thing so I couldn't really fight the urges
she stopped n came up with her mouth with slobber all over it then she forfully grabbed my face and kissed me and forced her tongue in my mouth
I wanted to throw up so bad
she got up n put her panties along with her pants back on n left out the room without saying a word just leave me on the bed still naked
i sat un on the bed n curled up in a ball crying I would of never thought of something like that happing to me agin
she's the second person to take my only thing I had which was my innocence now I don't even have that
I just got up n wiped my self off n grabbed my razor n started cutting at my inner thighs n my lower shoulders
