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Fabels pov:
"Get up fabel!"
"Mmmm"
"Fabel!!"
Then I got startled awake from hitting the floor. Then i heard a shreak and alice saying,"im sorry I didn't know you were shirtless."
And I said,"its fine alice. I dont care if you see my body."
"Uh... you dont wear one of those wrap thingies like in the movies?"
"Nope. Im just naturally boobless. I dont know why."
"Okay. Well, a water pipe broke at school, so we can just hang out all day here is you want."
"Sure. Just let me get dressed. And you can look at me you know."
She didnt say anything but she did leave so I could at least put on a shirt. But first, ill shower.
When I was finished showering, I looked into my new full length mirror that is for here and then I heard that old annoying voice that I thought was gone for good that idk why its back again.
Look at yourself fabel.
I named her gilda
Youre fat and ugly. Thats why no one likes you.
Then I shouted,"youre wrong gilda! Alice likes me. And so does maybel and gale and blake too!"
No fabel. They dont. They only say they care out of pitty.
"I think youre wrong!"
No. Im spot on. Its only out of pitty. Nothing more than juzt a little bit of sorrow for poor little wussy fabel.
"No! Get out of here! I got rid of you!"
Suddely I heard a knock on the bathroom door and alice say,"are you okay fabel? Who are you talking too? Oh... and I invited the group over, so hurry up they will be here in just five minutes."
What group? You mean, the one with the people who insist on making you fatter and wear clothes that make you look worse than you already do?
And I said,"uh... no one alice. Just my mom callng me from home. She has the flu and she called me."
"Oh. okay. Oh and fabel, your phone is out here."
Shit.
"Then whos phone am I... sorry my younger brother accidentally gave me his phone again I guess."
"Okay. Hurry up though."
They only want to hurt you fabel. They dont care about you, you worthless hidious piece of fucking trash.
"Oh... and fabel blake is coming too. Him and gale are dating now."
"Okay."
Blake doesnt even wanna talk to you, youre so ugly.
"SHUT UP! SHUT UP! SHUT UP! "
"Fabel? Hun are you okay? "
"Im fine!"
Oh shit I yelled. I didnt mean to yell.
The last time I had this voice in my head, I nearly killed myself. Im not gonna let that happen. I went searching through the drawers and found a small broken razor blade. Perfect,I thought. I took that small blade and brought it to my wrist and started to drag it.
Not good or deep enough to hurt me enough for my pain to go away. So I did it over and over again. Deeper and deeper every time.
Still not good enough.
I brought it to my legs and did the same thing. I sliced over and over, deeper and deeper until it began to hurt a little bit.
Still noy good enough.
Lastly, I brought it to where my ribs stuck out, and sliced. Once again, deeper and deeper as I began to slowly loose my pain that I had just felt from my suicidal memories in sixth grade two years ago.
I quickly got dressed and went out of the bathroom to see no one there. Good. I went over to my closet and grabbed my batman hoodie. I put it on and went into the main area to see the enitre group there and blake, sitting in between gales legs and gales arms wrapped around blakes shoulders. They were a cute couple. Ill admit that. And I didnt know gale was gay.
I looked and saw christian with her music playing through her earbuds loud. I could hear it. There was a spot next to her, so I went and sat down by her. Then she jumped and let out a tiny screech that was kinda adorable. So I said,"Hey Chrissy!" And she just giggled and said,"hi fabel. Are you okay? You look paler than usual." And I said,"oh, im just a bit tired. Thats all." And she said,"oh. Okay."
Then jackson said,"LETS WALK TO WALMART! I WANNA GO TO THE TOY SECTION AND GET THE NEW MY LITTLE PONY FIGURE! ITS PINKIE PIE CRYSTAL FORM!" I cheered and said,"YAY!" So we all got up and started walking to walmart (after I got my phone and that amazing razor that I found) for jackson and now me apparently.
One hour later
We are still walking and we are on a busy road. Alice and christian are walking in the middle and blake is on the sidewalk with gale and he is... talking to him. FUCK! I WANTED TO BE THE FIRST PERSON HE TALKED TO! Eh. I dont really care anymore. Wait! I dont hear his voice. Is he whispering or is he just mouthing words? I dont know but I kinda care because I wanted to be the first person he talks to. Or one of the first people. So I went over and started saying,"so Gale, Blake, youre dating now?" Then gale said,"yeah. Im still trying to get him to use his voice for me. But for now ill just read his lips."
Few!
"Oh!! Thats a major talent to have. Being able to read someones lips."
"Yeah. Cool thing is, is that ive always been able to. So this is great for me cuz we can go on dates without white board getting in the way."
"Thats great! Ill ask out alice and we can double date!"
"Dude, alice is lesbian."
"I am t... I mean, really? I didnt kniw that."
Saved that one!
"Uh... fabel? What do you mean by you are too?"
OH FUCK!
"Oh nothing! Im just a very confusing person eheheh!"
God!
"Uh... o...kay..."
Few!
"I can jut ask alice to come along as a friend...?"
"Why not? She never gets asked out!"
"By a lover or just anyone?"
"Anyone. Shes always inviting us over. And just as I was abkut to ask her if she wanted to hanh out today. It was weird."
Then out of nowhere, blake said im a very VERY quiet voice,"fabel, I know already."
And I said,"OH MY GOD! DID YOU HEAR THAT GALE!?!? HE SPOKE! And what do you know blake?"
He said in another quiet but a wee bit louder voice,"gale? I need to have a few minutes with fabel. Please?"
And gale said,"YAY! BLAKEY SPOKE TO US! Can I go tell the others!?!?" Blake said why not and gale ran off to go tell the others. As gale was doing that, blake said,"I know fabel."
And I said,"know what blake?"
And he said,"I know youre not a real guy. I know a girl from a guy. You have a real girly look, ya know. So I can tell."
"Wow! You got me! How can you tell?"
"Fabel, I used to go to school with you in grade k. You wore mens style my little pony clothing and you were made fun of for being trans. When I saw you in class that one day, I totally freaked out cuz I thought you remembered how you stood up fir me in grade k when I was shoved for being a mute."
"That was you blake? You were that adorable small emo boy who got saved by the tranny?"
"Yip. Im blakey the mute."
(Keep in mind! Blake is still quite new to talking after about... ALOT of years of not opening his mouth, so he is really quiet still).
"OH MY GOD! I WOULD HAVE NEVER GUESSED THAT! YOURE THAT BOY THAT WAS SO ADORABLE BECAUSE HE WAS SHY AND A SMALL EMO KID!"
"Well, I looked emo cuz both of my parents are emo. My mom and dad had sex and had me at the age of fourteen and my dad was twelve. So my mom could be my sister and my dad could be my brother."
"How old are you?"
"Im thirteen."
"Your mom... fucked a guy... that wasnt even a teen yet?"
"Sounds about right."
"AND I THOUGHT MY PARENTS WERE YOUNG WHEN THEY HAD ME!"
"Well, how old were they?"
"My mom was sixteen and my dad wad eighteen."
"Wow."
Then alice came over and said,"hey babes! I heard blake spoke! And I heard what you said about your young parents giving birth to you at very young ages. My parents were both twelve when I was born.
"So... shes 27?"
"And my dad is 25."
"Fuck. Thats young."
"Yeah."
