Missing You

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I tried everything from searching for the one, but it all leads back to you. My heart is solid like a rock. There is nothing we can do, but I will miss you. Yeah, you broke me, but it wasn't enough. Your love overpowered the trouble that had begun. My love for you is still blooming. Why did I have to fall so deep? My feelings for you are bleeding. Why did you have to turn around and leave me?

Cause you knew how much it would hurt, after realizing your other tactics wouldn't work, you packed your bags while I was at work; we didn't even say goodbye. I have to learn no matter how much I cry or how much time I am given.

You will always find a way away from me. What did I do to deserve this? When you're the one who didn't preserve our romance, you gave up on us as you did yourself.

Depression got you acting up, but that's where I messed up. Cause I miss your personality, how you glow like you were a part of me; miss your eyes and how they look through me, piercing my heart you've got ahold of me.

You felt I was in the way, but let me ask you. Was I in the way when I loved on you? I didn't hear any complaints, so why are you lying about why you moved on? I have to know because you still leave me breathless even without your presence, I'll hold you close. I want something else that you can provide. I'm obsessed; I can't keep this feeling inside.

You knew how much I loved you, loved the way people kept begging for you. My hands and knees are bruised from kneeling to you. I keep on being used. All I ever wanted was love. That's the only thing missing from my life. You were supposed to be my wife, an unlimited supply of love but an endless supply of lies.

I know what you did last night: in the same bed we bought together, in the same room where we slept, and in the same house we grew our love together.

Hit the wall, the bed, and the pillows that held my tears. Hit the gym, hit the weights, and head to my therapist's way. I'm ready for the change. I'm glad to move on. I'm prepared to seek the one. My tears dried up, and so did my feelings for you. I'm so done with being used. Being stuck in your spider web, I was wrapped around your fingers. I was trapped in your embrace. I will work on myself. I'm worth more than a cheater!

Watch you beg for the new me, down on your hands and knees. Watch as I love on my new family. Maybe I will have you repay for my sanity. You ripped the soul out of me, and my heart is still bruised. It is not worth healing. It's a scar that will just reopen. I won't have you getting the satisfaction, so get out of my life, have your fingers wrapped around another poor guy.

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