~Genesis Pov~
He opened the door and...
everyone, well all the magcon and o2l boys were there.
they were having a pool party..
"SURPRISE!!!!!" all the boys yell.
"You sound like girls." I say rolling my eyes and walking to my room upstairs.
"Gen." Matt says following me.
I get to my room and slam the door then lock it.
"Gen, open the door." Matt says knocking on the door.
"Leave me alone Matt." I tell him as i walk to a corner crying.
I slid down to the floor and kept crying. I look up and Matt opens the door.
"H-how did u open the door?" I ask.
He holds up his keys as they jingle.
"Keys." He says as he puts them away.
"Matt leave me alone."
I say walking into my bathroom. I shut the door and go through my medicine cabinet. I look under my sink and find a cup. I fill up the cup with water. I grab 3 pill bottles and set them on the counter. I look in my makeup bag and find my blades. Its so tempting.
"Matt, please go." I ask.
"No, Gen I'm not leaving till you come out here!" He demands.
I put the blades and the pill bottles underneath the sink.
I unlock the door and walk out.
Matt hugged me so tight.
"Gen, look at me. He says putting one finger under my chin lifting my head up.
Promise me you will stop cutting. Matt says looking me in the eyes.
I sigh.
"Promise me." He says.
"Promise". I say.
What he didn't know was I crossing my fingers behind my back.
"Thanks." He says hugging me.
"Yeah." I say sadly.
He walks out of the room. I lay on my bed. And just sit there thinking.
And then fell asleep.
I wake up. Its around 3am. I walk down stairs.
"Nash?" I whisper.
No one answers. I run back up stairs into my bathroom. I look for the bottle where i put my blades. A few minutes later i find them.
Fuck, there is to many damn bottles. I pick the sharpest looking blade. And start.
1 cut. 2 cut. 3 cuts. 4 cuts. And so on. After i fell back asleep.
"Gen, wake the fuck up!" Hayes yells.
"Fuck you Hayes I'm not going to school." I yell.
Nash comes in and pulls off my blankets.
"Your going to fucking school today. I don't give 2 shits what you say. And if you tell me no, I'm going to hurt you." Nash says before he walks out of my room.
"What the fuck ever." I whisper walking into my bathroom.
I look at my cuts. "How many did i do. I only remember doing like 4. I must have blacked out. There is not that many but still, Matt can never find out." I think to myself.
I get all ready and go down stairs.
"I'm going early." I tell Nash.
"Take Hayes." Nash says.
"Ugh. Hayes lets go NOW." I demand.
We walk to the car. Hayes puts the radio on and talking body comes on.
"I'm taking you to Stones and Christians house cuz im going somewhere." I tell Hayes driving to his friends house.
"Okay."
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So pointless chapter. But uh yeah.
Thanks. The picture is in the box. Make sure you look at it cuz i like it. And i put that part in the chapter. So yeahh.
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