Chicago pd one shots

The moment i'll never forget

This is about Hailey and Jay. In this case Jay did come home from the army and they never divorced. ALSO no JASON i can't believe they came up with that. Its Jay. And NO divorce.

TW!!!

Hailey's pov:
Jay and I were grabbing our stuff ready to go home after a long case. I could tell this was a particullary hard case on Jay. Cases with veterans always bring back his memory's.

Jay has been home for 5 months now. He's been drinking a lot more and goes to molly's a lot. It started to worry me so much that I had contacted Will, Jays older brother, He told me Jay did this before right after he came back from his first tour.

I've been trying to get him in to rehab, but with no succes. He claims he's fine and tells me he's got it under control. I don't believe him one bit.

Voight can tell something is wrong with him too. He's not like he used to be. He gets angry rather quickly, but also emotional. It's a side the Jay Halstead like we used to know him wouldn't show. He would always hide his emotions.

"Ready babe?" I asked him while quickly running my hand through his hair and kissing him on the lips. He nodded his head and put it down on me.

It's been a rough case so I dont blame him. I held him in my arms for a few minutes before we got in the car and drove home. Normally Jay would drive but his body language showed how exhausted he was after this case so I took the keys from him and drove home.

Once home I ran him a bath. Will told me warm baths usually calm him down. After I managed to get a bite of food in to him I got him undressed. I helped him sat down and the look on his face broke me. I really don't know what happened on his last tour but it broke MY Jay. I quickly undressed myself and sat behind him.

I washed his hair even tho it was quite a challenge as he kept putting his head on me. Eventually when i managed to wash his hair and body I just sat in the bath with him. I kept him close to my chest knowing he needed some affection at the moment.

After a good 30 minutes I helped him out, got him dried and dressed up. After drying myself, brushing my hair and putting on my sweatpants and one of Jays shirts I got us both seated on the couch. I gotta admit it's nice being able to pay him back for all the times he took care of me. 

"What do you wanna watch hm?" I asked. He played with the ends of my hair while thinking about it. After a couple seconds he mumbled "bears game" I kissed his head and put it on the tv.

I got up and grabbed some snacks. "Babe what drink do you want?" I asked. 

"I'm not thirsty" Is the reply I got from Jay. I grabbed both of us a glass of cola. I was thinking about grabbing beer, but I was trying to help Jay kick off. I sat back on the couch and he cuddled up to my chest.

I rubbed my hand up and down his back throughout the whole game. Right after the game I got a message from Voight asking if I could pop by the district. I kissed Jay and told him where i was heading. I debated whether or not to bring him but decided to not to cause he was already so exhausted. I let him know he could call me at all times. oh boy was I wrong...

Jays pov: (again TW!)
I can't keep living like this. I dont fucking know whats wrong with me. Ever since I can't back it won't leave my head! right before I went home we lost 20+ kids in a shelter. We were so close but there blew a bomb right before we could get them out. I also lost two of my mates with that bomb. 

This case we had was bugging me. We tried to rescue a war vet who was caught up in a drugs system. We almost managed to rescue him but he got shot and he's still fighting for his life at med.