I remember how I met you
with your brown hair shagging down, slightly to long for you face.
How your eyes tried to see mine behind my bangs as I tossed you my wild grin.
I remember how you watched me fight your best friend whom I loved and how you scattered away in a second.
I became your mystery, it took you a lengthy two months to get my number from my boyfriend who convinced you that understanding me is impossible.
I remember how your hand rested on my shoulder as you consoled me through times I was used to spending alone. How you informed me of my ex lovers well being.
How you stayed by my side as I made the worst choices and how I screamed and broke the glasses. You watched me smoke cigarettes, you were the first one I ever let me see smoke and then sob.
Do you remember how my eyes shined as I looked at him, because I remember how your jaw clentched when he broke my heart only a bit later.
I'm scared you'll forget me yet I woud rahter you not remember me.