Clowns Dysphoria

Leaving

Tw's:  Dysphoria, Transphobia.

-Zuri Pov-

My mom walked in this is exactly what i didn't want to happen right now i already was a closeted lesbian only my friends knew and now my mom was going to scold me for what gender i looked like, i tried to walk out and pretend i didn't notice she was in the kitchen with me but that didn't work she grabbed my backpack and pulled me back towards her i turned to face her as she said this " Zuri why do you dress like a boy, You're not trans are you? i don't need you to get rid of your boobs too" 

"Mom i'm not trans, and that isn't a bad thing i just like to dress like this, what does it matter" i said my mom didn't seem to happy with my answer but she just walked away, thank god she didn't carry on with whatever point she was trying to make, that was one of the better things she has said, but for some reason it still made me mad 'why does she think she can just be transphobic to her own daughter' and what does she mean cut them off -too- who else cut them off well not really who else more like who?, what if she was right what if i was trans but just didn't know it?. No i'm not trans i don't feel like a boy, maybe i'm non binary? Maybe just maybe....i was soon knocked out of my train of thoughts by a text message from my friend Eli i opened the message  and walked out my front door and started walking to school